Fear My Awesome Randomness

Apologies

2011-05-01T12:41:00.000-07:00

Sorry sorry sorry.
Sorry I'm not perfect.
Sorry I fail every now and then.
Sorry I'm such an obvious pain to all you.
Sorry I've gotten lazy.
Sorry I cost so much.
Sorry that I don't talk to my father so that you can get money from him.
Sorry I want to have a life outside of school and this house.
Sorry I get hurt so much.
Sorry I screwed up all my grades.
Sorry you've got to take all this time to care for me.
Sorry you're spending all this money for me.
Sorry I got into a good school that cost a lot.
Sorry I only got a little over half my tuition in loans and grants.
Sorry I can't control how things go
Just sorry sorry sorry.

But can't you say sorry.
Say sorry for turning my failure into just another example for her.
Say sorry for not understanding that I've had my plate full all four years and the only problem is now.
Say sorry for not caring when everything was fine.
Say sorry that you made me this way.
Say sorry that it doesn't matter to you.
Say sorry for putting all the stress on me.
Say sorry for not stopping me from running head first into this mess.
Say sorry for yelling and looking down at me.
Say sorry that it's not going to change.

And then there's another you...
Sorry I've sorta kinda fallen for you (but let's face facts I'm head over heels in love).
Sorry I seem kinda clingy when I want to talk to you every day.
Sorry I got use to our night;y conversations.
Sorry you think I'm so smart, when I'm just pretty average.
Sorry the one time we could meet I was busy.
Sorry for thinking about you all the time.
Sorry for asking all those stupid questions about you (I really just want to get to know you).
Sorry that my response don't make sense.
Sorry I don't know better.
Sorry I don't know when to go to bed (I only realized the next morning that I didn't make any sense).
Sorry I keep going off on tangents.
Sorry for getting the wrong idea.

But couldn't you...
Say sorry you broke your phone so we can't talk.
Say sorry you're working all the time.
Say sorry you have a life that doesn't involve me.
Say sorry you've made me fall for you.
Say sorry you keep coming up in my dreams.
Say sorry you won't get out of my head.
Say sorry that your birthday is right after my graduation and that I won't be able to see you.
Say sorry that we haven't met yet.
But you've either already said that or I would never ask you to say sorry for that.

Sorry I just needed to get all that whining out or it'd cloud my head forever. But better being whinny on here than really act like that.

I Found This Quote and Thought I'd Share

2011-03-03T18:18:00.001-08:00

"Date a girl who reads. Date a girl who spends her money on books instead of clothes. She has problems with closet space because she has too many books. Date a girl who has a list of books she wants to read, who has had a library card since she was twelve.

Find a girl who reads. You’ll know that she does because she will always have an unread book in her bag.She’s the one lovingly looking over the shelves in the bookstore, the one who quietly cries out when she finds the book she wants. You see the weird chick sniffing the pages of an old book in a second hand book shop? That’s the reader. They can never resist smelling the pages, especially when they are yellow.

She’s the girl reading while waiting in that coffee shop down the street. If you take a peek at her mug, the non-dairy creamer is floating on top because she’s kind of engrossed already. Lost in a world of the author’s making. Sit down. She might give you a glare, as most girls who read do not like to be interrupted. Ask her if she likes the book.

Buy her another cup of coffee.

Let her know what you really think of Murakami. See if she got through the first chapter of Fellowship. Understand that if she says she understood James Joyce’s Ulysses she’s just saying that to sound intelligent. Ask her if she loves Alice or she would like to be Alice.

It’s easy to date a girl who reads. Give her books for her birthday, for Christmas and for anniversaries. Give her the gift of words, in poetry, in song. Give her Neruda, Pound, Sexton, Cummings. Let her know that you understand that words are love. Understand that she knows the difference between books and reality but by god, she’s going to try to make her life a little like her favorite book. It will never be your fault if she does.

She has to give it a shot somehow.

Lie to her. If she understands syntax, she will understand your need to lie. Behind words are other things: motivation, value, nuance, dialogue. It will not be the end of the world.

Fail her. Because a girl who reads knows that failure always leads up to the climax. Because girls who understand that all things will come to end. That you can always write a sequel. That you can begin again and again and still be the hero. That life is meant to have a villain or two.

Why be frightened of everything that you are not? Girls who read understand that people, like characters, develop. Except in the Twilightseries.

If you find a girl who reads, keep her close. When you find her up at 2 AM clutching a book to her chest and weeping, make her a cup of tea and hold her. You may lose her for a couple of hours but she will always come back to you. She’ll talk as if the characters in the book are real, because for a while, they always are.

You will propose on a hot air balloon. Or during a rock concert. Or very casually next time she’s sick. Over Skype.

You will smile so hard you will wonder why your heart hasn’t burst and bled out all over your chest yet. You will write the story of your lives, have kids with strange names and even stranger tastes. She will introduce your children to the Cat in the Hat and Aslan, maybe in the same day. You will walk the winters of your old age together and she will recite Keats under her breath while you shake the snow off your boots.

Date a girl who reads because you deserve it. You deserve a girl who can give you the most colorful life imaginable. If you can only give her monotony, and stale hours and half-baked proposals, then you’re better off alone. If you want the world and the worlds beyond it, date a girl who reads.

Or better yet, date a girl who writes."

I Was Told to Come Up With A Good Story For How I Hurt Myself, Other Than the Truth

2011-02-23T17:14:00.000-08:00

"Kristin, what happened to your leg?" yet another person asks as I hobble slowly down the hallway. I stop with a sigh and turn to the person, ready to revel, once again, the tale of how my leg ended up in the Astro Boot.

"You see, what happened was:

I was walking home and decided to stop in the closest 7-11. More like I had to pee so badly that it was either stop at 7-11 or pee my pants, so I chose the former. Anyways, this 7-11 has the stupid rule that only customers can use the restroom, so I quickly grab a pack of donuts from the counter and waited in line, quite aware that I was bouncing up and down in place, trying to hold my pee in.
"Next!" the cashier said motioning to me. I rushed up and placed the donuts on the counter. As she scanned it, I pulled out my wallet and began counting the cash I had to spend. The cashier popped a bubble and counted my money slowly. I tapped my foot, burning off the energy I otherwise would have used to yell at the lady, praying she would notice and speed up. Unfortunately she didn't have the chance to notice.
"Empty the cashier into this bag or the girl gets it!" someone yelled as they put their hands over my mouth and a gun to my head. The bag was handed over and the cashier began to frantically stuff the cash into it. At this point I was freaked and still really had to go to the bathroom, like super bad. So I kicked the guy where it counts and as he crouched in pain I pushed him back towards the ground and ran. The stupid thing was that I was still focused on going to the bathroom, so I was running there rather than to the door. But the guy grabbed my leg and I fell flat to my face. Fortunately there was some guy hiding in the back and was calling the police, so they bust in the door just in time to see me fall. So once they got the guys arrested, I finally got to go to the bathroom, however I limped my way there.

And that is how I hurt my leg."

"Is that seriously what happened?" the person asked, gasping as I spun my tale.

"No you idiot, I hurt my foot bowling," I said, my words full of venom.

"So what's the real story..."

I'm on Vicodin, So Don't Worry if this Doesn't Make Sense

2011-02-21T16:54:00.000-08:00

I am an ultra clutz, so big a clutz that I tore my ligament bowling. I ride the elevator in school and believe it stinks. I call my walking boot my astro boot and I am currently looking for flame stickers to put on it ('cause I'm taking vicodin like House use to and he had that cane with flames). I am currently working on my senior project to write a book, and when I say currently I mean I'm steadily working on it now. I have found a way to publish for free. I don't think I get particularily loopy off vicodin. I don't like having to sit through a lecture about how my education is my responability and how the whole class has droped their grades when I got an A on the class. I love how I get more work done for my Connections class outside of class rather than inside. I miss the stereotype of passing notes in school. I almost want to go to a private school for the uniform. I'm a sucker for romance. I love the look on people's face when I say I hurt my leg bowling. I like to play with my hair all the time, and currently want to change it somehow. I cried for my schools golden boys because their mom just recently died of breast cancer, and even though I only know the guys a little, my heart goes out to them. I don't think American Idol contestants should sing The Beatles. It's amazing how tainted a story can be based on who's telling it. I think I'm running out of things to say in this style.

Can I Have Your Autograph, Cause You're Amazing To Me

2011-01-30T06:38:00.000-08:00

I like listening to music videos in the morning. I hate being a girl sometimes (but I guess guys really wouldn't understand). I have this teacher that is awfully sarcastic, and I don't think I could seriously hate his class. I am a romantic. I can be really childish at times. I have signed a couple of autographs, and it made me feel extremely special. I figured out why I am going to hire a private eye, to find Steve Burns. I believe little things can make a difference. Peter Pan was in my dream last night, God know why. I don't like wearing my glasses a lot. I love taking good care of my hair, but most of the time I just leave it up in a pony tale. I like to draw/doodle, but there's a reason my stuff is all "abstract". I can't stand Taylor Swift, partly because my ex always talked about her. I have respect for Mike Posner. My library fine is up to $72, needless to say it's not getting paid. One of my biggest disappointments was not being able to go see Monty Python's Spamalot when it was in town after being told my dad would buy tickets. I can't watch anything if I've missed the first few minutes, unless it's something I've seen before. Now that my cell phone has a full keyboard, I feel the need to spell everything out in a text. I like to know thins about the world, especially about the culture changes. I have had a small crush that comes and goes since freshman year, but I give up each time 'cause I know it won't work. I give up too easily, for example, this post.

Guilt Can Hit Like Hail

2011-01-28T17:45:00.000-08:00

I love screaming "Don't do it!" in horror movies, even though I know it won't make a difference. I sometimes can't believe how bad a procrastinator I am. I'm really excited for all night bowling, whic is also on my half birthday. I met dj Saturday and have talked to him the past couple of days. I own 184 books, but I think I might have miscounted. I started watching a movie just because Frank Sinatra was in it. I have an unhealthy obsession with the mafia. I think that when some one says "be your self" you really just put up you're gaurd. Even if I had a car, I think I'd miss riding the bus. I hate when my ears and nose are cold. I think I could win "Don't Forget the Lyrics". I am actually looking forward to Febuary. I think I loose my train of thought to easily. My teeth are unusually sharp. My sister left her juice in my room. My toys are often stolen by my siblings. I want to hire a private eye for something complettely ridiculous. I IMDB almost everything I watch. I hate running out of things to say. I have the idea that I could be a radio dj, I just don't know if I have the voice. I can say a million words, but that wouldn't be enough to tell who I am.

I'm Watching Monty Python and the Holy Grail, for the Second Time Today

2011-01-26T14:03:00.000-08:00

I wrote a 15 page paper in under three days. When I'm stressed I watch the title movie. I have completely given up on my Latin class. Water is sacred, but I'm sick and tired of it now. I have a two empty halves of a coconut and I bang them together. I currently need to write an article for the paper due Friday. I fell in love with a local guitarist Saturday. I will force all my children to watch The Black-Hole, a Disney movie. I fell asleep during Wall-E, and didn't ever get to any of the Toy Story's. I am addicted to Facebook games. I've always been curious as to who invented spell check. I love my science teacher for openly admitting that the answers are almost always "d. all of the above". During college, my mission is to become a movie buff. I already know who my doormate will be. I was on the phone for 20 some odd minutes trying to get through to a radio station. I'm a total geek and love exam days, I don't have to bring all my books and the days are short. I have my phone on me almost 24/7. I can't wait for graduation, but at some moments I believe it can take its time. I have yet to figure out why my bus driver seems to go the long way. I like arranging our DVDs, but they never stay in order. I have already listened to Panic! At the Disco's new song a million times, and it officially comes out the first. The bear from Toy Story 3 is my phone's background. I will eventually go to Doune castle. I try to read all my English books, but never really do. There have been some acceptions to the previouisly stated. I wrote about Water Wars for 15 pages, and because I was mad at the American school system, I let China win. I got my future husband's autograph. I hate not having blue and green higlighters, but I'm still happy to have a purple one. I love archery. I'm going to Pirates of the Carrabien 4: On Stranger Tides after prom, in my prom dress and all. I calculated how old I was in seconds last week. I geek out for anything Monty Python related. I feel weird when I hear people have talked about me. I have millions of gloves, and not all of them match. Disney classics are amazing, but I'd almost always watch a Pixar movie. I used to play soccer and do ballete and tap. I used to be in chorus. I used to be alot of things, but all that's important is what I am now.
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I Saw My Future Dorm Room and All I Could Think Was: All My Books Aren't Going to Fit If I Have to Share...

2011-01-19T16:33:00.000-08:00

I really liked the style of my other post, so I'm going to try to continue.

I have a 15 page paper due the 24th. I've only really written 4 pages of said paper. I watch Pixar movies almost every day now. I haven't watched Monty Python this year, and that scares me. I can't wait till I weigh enough to give blood. The title of this post is real. I believe the new student teacher in my math class looks like Steve. My classmates have confirmed the previous statement. My journalism class is ordering pizza tomorrow. I'm vice-president of Latin club, we have a meeting tomorrow. I am currently selling tickets to a local concert, 10 a pop. I'm also selling braceletes for a cancer victim. The school newspaper came out for the month, I'm selling for 50 cents. I think that if I got a car, I'd park it at my bus stop so that I could still ride the bus. I have a Snuggie. I have listened to the Beatles and Queen at the same time. Yes it was awesome. I try to be environmentally friendly, but it doesn't work. I really wish my English class could read something with a happy ending. I'm still friends with my exs. I can do almost anything if I have a friend by my side. I never understood fingerless gloves untill some one explained it too me. The abbreviation lol annoys me, but I still use it sometimes. My new campus is filled with cute guys, my mom was the one to point this out. I am going to rent a ZipCar and go to Target. I am rather glad that my dormitory is co-ed, but more glad that the rooms aren't. I love the game Aveyond. If I beat my mom in a game, I get extremely proud of myself. I rather like sappy romance dramas. When I run out of black ink I just print in dark blue or purple. I know I'm on Facebook too much.

I breath 24/7.

Re-Introduction

2011-01-16T11:14:00.000-08:00

Dear World (or more like To Whom Ever it May Concern:),

Hello! My name is Kristin Elaine Monteith. A senior at a Global Studies Academy. 17. A Leo, even with the new system. Born August 11th. I'm an only child from one marriage, then a sibling to six others. I have a family of blood then a family of make-believe. I have brown hair and hazel eyes. My height is roughly 5 feet 2 inches and I weigh, at most, 110. I can be kind of spastic, but over all I'm a pretty chill person. I'll listen to almost anything, unless I can't tell the difference between the words and an out of tune instrument. I will read almost any fiction. I try my best to never hurt anyone's feelings, but I know that I have, even without meaning to. I don't curse in general, you could probably count the number of times I've actually cursed on your hands. I love Monty Python and would do almost anything to meet the remaining members. I dream of become the next star, but have come to the realization that it might not happen. I will never let go of my dream of becoming a writer. My back-up plan is to become a therapist. I have already been accepted to my first-choice school. I have chronic senioritis. As far as intelligence goes I'm just averagely above average. I love Pixar movies and have a Buzz and Woody doll to take with me to college. I never really stopped watching Blue's Clues, but I refuse to watch Joe. My bucket list includes being at Times Square for New Year's Eve. Also on my bucket list is to see Steve Burns in concert, or at least track him down and give him a hug. I know that watching Pretty Little Liars is rotting my brain, but I just can't stop. I cannot spell, in any language. I know at least a little of all of the following: English, Math, Spanish, Japanese, and Latin. I've become addicted to StumbleUpon. I started this blog 4 years ago. I have never really been in love, but I'm not worried since I'm still a teenager. I love Harry Potter and have been going to the midnight showings since the 4th at least. I believe I use up all the luck I get for finding four-leaf clovers on finding another four-leaf clover. I have seen all the Twilight movies in theaters, and laughed at each of them. My favorite color is blue and my favorite flowers our blue bells. I tend to spell things in British English. House is my favorite TV show. When I get a song stuck in my head I draw the lyrics out. I prefer to ride trains rather than fly on a plain. One of my absolute favorite pictures is of my class on a field trip when we all went out to the playground at Burger King. I love discovering new music that nobody else knows about, especially when I found it because it was free. I'll take almost anything that is free. I am horrible with my money, but I can take care of anybody else's money. I miss play with play dough. For the most part I am the typical, hormone-raging, teenage girl that loses her train of thought when a hot guy walks by. I feel required to fulfill some high school stereotypes, such as going to prom and homecoming. I believe that there is a yak animal cracker, and have had an argument over it for the past three years. When texting I actually spell stuff out. I drink sweet tea, and that's about it. I hate when underclassmen have cars when I don't. I like being a feminist, but I don't always follow through. I hate Nerf products, they should at least have one girl in the background. I wear contacts, but one of these days I'm going to walk around without them and my glasses to see if I survive. Lava lamps fascinate me. I'm single. I do a whole lot of community service. I've never had a real job. I love kids, but am still not convinced on the whole giving birth thing. I own too many hoodies and jeans. I hate when I run out of things to say. I have a plan to write a Pixar movie, now all I need is an idea. I'm a huge procrastinator. I read manga, almost daily. I love philosophy. I miss how I used to be so connected to the blogger world freshman year. I get along with almost all my teachers, but can't stand the exceptions. I believe 2 + 2 = fish. I still watch 90s cartoons. I know I'll never grow up. And last of all, I am me.

Sincerely,
Kristin

Oh the Weather Outside is Frightful, But the Mail is so Delightful

2010-12-16T09:00:00.000-08:00

So we are actually getting snow this year, it's weird. But today is a snow day and I'm already bracing myself for how they're gonna make us make it up. Last year it was an additional 20 minutes to the day.

But anyways snow aside, I got an email yesterday from CNU, my top choice, saying "congradulations again on your acceptance!" My first response was "Again?" But whatever, I got in so I'm ubber excited. My actual letter should come today though.

Um, that's all I got

I Made a Ballad for English, Read It Please 'Cause ... uh ... It'd Mean A Lot to Me

2010-12-01T16:42:00.000-08:00

I walk back and forth
Turning east, but going north.
Turning ‘round the stories told
Of an adventurer so bold.

They say “He travels like the winds,
Making quick all amends.
With all his good, there is no fear
Yet no one knows when again he will appear.”

Yet with all these tales
All with no details
I find myself walking back and forth,
Turning east, but going north.
Turning ‘round the stories told
Of an adventurer so bold.

My mother had once said
“Fortune leads those who can be led.
So if you be a fool be fortune’s,
Avoiding all others misfortunes.”

I’d say Mother told truth
For that is how I ran my youth.
But now it has me walking back and forth,
Turning east, but going north.
Turning ‘round the stories told
Of an adventurer so bold.

Once I found myself with a fortune teller
And she said “You have a future stellar.
The right place and time you shall be
But beware, with honor comes a fee.”

Her words echo in my mind
Swirling about ‘till they ‘come intertwined.
So I walk back and forth,
Turning east, but going north.
Turning ‘round the stories told
Of an adventurer so bold.

With a friend I had gone
Cause he had said “Let’s reach the dawn.
For we shall be the heroes of our land
As long as we fight the bad with our own hand.”

I followed him and his words
As a child follows the mother birds.
But now I am left walking back and forth,
Turning east, but going north.
Turning ‘round the stories told
Of an adventurer so bold.

Yet our friendship could not stand, alas
For this is what he told me last,
“As the fortunes had once said
You shall rise once I lay dead.”

His words made all my honors spoiled
Hearing their praise makes my mind soiled.
So to repent I walk back and forth,
Turning east, but going north.
Turning ‘round the stories told
Of an adventurer so bold.

If You Must Know the Fovea is the Part of the Eye that I Already Forgot About

2010-11-23T17:18:00.001-08:00

Studyn' for my Psych essay and it seems I erased everything from my mind right after the test. Guess I better re-learn it all for one more day, actually a little less than that.

I got an email saying I should be "expecting good news" when I get my letter from CNU. So I'm trying really hard not to be excited about it 'cause I don't that I'm officially in, but still I'm excited. Oh and I got accepted into Roanoke, my back up, so I guess that's some sort of accomplishment. But when I was opening I cut my thumb.

For Thanksgiving I'm goin' up to Kentucky, meaning a ten hour drive up and back. I think I'm gonna get some school work in the car, or alot.

I'm currently avoiding a seven page paper, so far I've got a title...and it's due tomorrow at midnight. I think I'll be ablt to get it done.

Yesterday I had to stay after so that my old spanish teacher could tell me about Italian club, but since it was a short meeting I got a ride with Monica and tagged along with her to some random activity where we were baking banana bread. It was fun, I haven't actually cooked in what seems like forever.

Yeah, that's it

Well Great, Now I Absolutely Can't Wait for the Next One

2010-11-20T07:04:00.000-08:00

So of course I saw Harry Potter Friday morning at 12:01 and if I can only say one word that word would be awesome. Though I bet it'd be confusing for people who haven't red the books. I was sort of looking forward to the goodbye's with the Dursleys but that didn't happen, but oh well. I cried at the end just like I knew I would.

So after HP I went home and slept till 8 so that I would have enough time to get ready for my interview. We left at 9, got there around 10 and killed the extra thirty minutes looking for parking. The interview went pretty well. It wasn't like what I had expected though. I assumed it would have been some old person interviewing me, but it was this nice girl who had just graduated. It was pretty chill and laid back, so alls well that ends well.

Once I got home I slept some more. And that was my day.

My family is watching Christmas movies already, much to my dismay.

Hmm, despite all the sleep I had yesterday I'm still tired

I feel like I should have some closer here but can't think of anything

The Beatle's Are Made of Awesome, Just So You Know

2010-11-17T13:47:00.000-08:00

Right, so, I've been trying to get work done while listening to the Beatles. This method worked last time, but I just can't concentrate now.

I've officially applied to three colleges now, transcripts are on their way at least.

Senior year is becoming a pain with all the work, really wish I could have a lunch my senior year at the very least, but I guess not.

On my AP Gov essay I wrote today with my partner we had to write about the 2012 election and we called the republican candidate He-Who-Can-Not-Be-Named. I hope my teach likes the referance. I really wanted to say something about the world ending but my partner wouldn't let me.

Take 5's are amazing

ummm....

If life is handing you lemons,
Tell it to wait.
You only have two hands,
Which sometimes isn't enough.
So hit pause,
Grab a bag,
And then go on,
To making your lemonaid.

Guess that's my random thing for today. Yesterday's was my head got lost on it's way to australia cause it could only find walking directions to China on Google

Yes, I Did Just Steal My Lil' Sister's Pudding, Do You Want Some?

2010-11-14T13:01:00.000-08:00

So I'm doing all my college applications and have come across one of the most amazing essay topics ever:
If all of ACME’s products backfire, why does Wile E. Coyote keep buying them? (Any responses that include the word “because” will spontaneously combust!)

Yeah, so I'm deffinetly going to do that one.

So this Friday's gonna be busy, I'm ditching school to see the midnight showing of Harry Potter and I'm goin to CNU for an interview, so I'm excited and nervous all at the same time.

I watched Avalon High Friday, the book was so much better. It seriously just killed the book, as always.

Um, who wants to read my Monty Python essay?

So If I Could Only Listen to 2 Bands the Rest of My Life, Currently it Would Be Mumford and Sons and Thriving Ivory, How 'Bout You?

2010-11-11T07:16:00.000-08:00

So since there is no school today I think I'm gonna do all the school work I've gotten behind on, such as two three page papers that were due midnight of last night. I figure the penalty won't be that bad, actually more like I don't care about the penelty.

Anyways, another thing I've gotta do over this four day break is edit my essay for CNU, which is due the 15th, so I'm thinking I should do that first. My essay is about Monty Python, go figure

Oh, I think I forgot to metioN HOW I got censored from the newspaper, cause my article would "stir up contradictions amoungst parents". I thought it was imensly funny, and concluded that I am a real journalist now that I've been censored. I mean, it was just about how the federal government has the need to file us all under some race or ethnicity and you apparently have no ethnicity if you aren't hispanic or latino. All in all, the federal government is just over stepping it's boundaries yet again. ....... I've been totally corupted by my AP Gov teacher, I mean, when have I ever cared or even known about the federal government's boundaries

ummmm, I wanna type something interesting, but I really can't think of anything. Though I believe my typing speed has increased as my thinking proccess has slowed.

My step-dad has already put up Christmas lights, so I figure if the lights are up I can sing my carols, but I'm only singing them now cause it's something to sing that I have implanted in my head.

Speaking of songs, I've had Bohemien Rhapsody stuck in my head for like ever, pardon the total teenage girly-ness wording. But sadly my ipod has a greatest hit cd of Queen's that desn't have Bohemien Rhapsody, or Under Pressure, so I've already denounced this cd.

Pumpkin bread with a small bit of Nutella is heaven, just saying

My astronomy teacher, a total Star Wars geek, had us watching bits of Star trek yesterday, it was probably the lamest fight scene there ever was. I swear to God, whatever guy was in the costume as an alien was laughing his head off all the while.
But it's all good cause despite my grade, I love astronomy, or more like I just love talking about aliens all class. But it inspired a new story idea: an alien comes down to Earth, but since they look exactly the same as us we put them in a psych ward, which actually seems plausable, huh?

Watching music videos on VH1 is fun and all untill they repeat the same song more than a couple of times. But at least its music videos, which was the original purpose of the station

uhhhh, yeah I think I'm done with rambling for now

9 days 8 hours 57 minutes and 40 seconds

2010-11-09T15:01:00.000-08:00

I love how mugglenet has a countdown thing for the next movie, I've got my midnight ticket already and I'm SOOOOOOO psyched!!!!!!

Hi! Sorry I've Been Gone So Long, But You Know What They Say...That's Life

2010-11-05T15:19:00.000-07:00

Yeah so, I don't really know. Life's been life, what else can I say?

Schools going just as slow as I expected, I mean it is senior year, so I figured it'd go by as slow as possible. There's not much to really talk about, I'm the person that just listens to the gossip on the sidelines, and if it's about some one I know I go to them, but it's never about me. So I don't really have any drama to talk about.

Ummmm, uhhhh, I got accepted for my senior project, I don't remember if I've gone all out to explain it or not but the basic thing is I'm gonna write a fictional book on what the Water Wars are gonne be like, so now the thing to do is actually start working on it. However it just seems like I'm either doing homework, staying after school for some activity or another, or sleeping. So I figure I'll work on it a whole lot more during break.

Ummmmmm, for Halloween I went to visit my dad in Kentucky. They had a little Halloween party, age ranges 30 and up or 10 and under, so I didn't really fit in. I just sat by the fireplace reading Wuthering Heights, which I left there, and got told I looked like a statue a couple of times, once they thought I was Mary, go figure?

So when I was in Kentuck I had KFC and in Philly I got a cheese stake, officializing my goobness.

My senior quote is: Life is full of can'ts: Can't wait to get here, can't believe you're here, and can't wait to move on.

Hmmm...instead of some meaningful stuff I think I'd rather rant about school

2010-09-11T07:02:00.000-07:00

Right so school started Tuesday. My first class is AP Gov, with THE teacher to have in our school. He is SO energetic, it brightens my morning. The first class he jumped up on the desk like three times, you can't NOT smile in that class. So despite the fact that I'm not big on government and all that jazz, I'm still psyched to be in the class.

After Gov, I have AP English, which is alright, most of the people I know I'm not really close to and the others I know are the goofy popular kids that joke around, which is ok, i know that there not limited to that, its just I don't know them all that well. But the teacher is pretty chill.

Then it's Latin, and it's not the same monty python loving rambly teacher I had last year, its some strict old lady that has killed my love of Latin. Though she is a writer, so it might work out in the end, but already two classes of homework I'm not to sure about that.

And the last class of my a-days, is journalism. And I LOVE it!!! The teacher is amazing and flexable and all and seemed to understand what I was talking about when I said I liked Monty Python for the ice breaker thing we did. The girl I sit next to is pretty cool too. Plus I think I already got a story I could write about, but I'll talk about it when I get to my bus ride.

Anyways the next day are b-days, and my first class of this set is AP Psych, and this is yet another class that the teacher is so amazing and wonderful that my mornings will never be dull. He's talkative and brings everybody into his analysises and stuff like that, plus the fist day he put on some random 60s music to lighten up the mood. In addition to his just amazing-ness, some people apparently turned in their notes but they got lost, and he asked me, since my notes were just SO good, if he could give a copy to those students, well of course I said yes, I mean, flattery will get you almost anywhere

So after that is Astronomy, and my teacher is a big Star Wars geek, which suits me just fine. Plus he seems really open to all the ideas and conspiracies out there, like aliens, not really certain of it but not completely against it either, just like me. Plus who doesnt like looking at pretty stars XP

And after that is Math Analysis...with the well known demon teacher of my school. I had her before and survived, so I just gotta do the same this year. Luckily one of my good friends sits pretty close to me and is hlepless in math so that I go and help her. So I think I might survive this

Last but not leats is my Global Connections class, the only purpose being the project that will let me graduate from the academy, that has to have some globl connection and all that jazz. The bright side is that everyone in this class has been together since freshman year as the group within the school thats in the academy. Plus the teachers alright, very sarcastic, we all had him freshman year so we sorta know each other, he's the one that made us play this silly game where there was an attempted assasination on me, and when that didn't work I got married off.

Overall I think this years gonna be great, there are only two class I don't get a real good vibe about, and they aren't on the same day, so it should be good.

On to my after school bus ride, over an hour of us just talking loudly. We just talk about whatevers on our minds, and one time we ended up having this long and deep conversation about the ethnic sheet we had to fill out and why it mattered and the point of hispanics having their own box. This inspired me to start and article about it and the perspectives of the students and the purpose of the department heads. But otherwise we just talk about random stuff on the bus, its fun though, minus walking home

Dear Dora, Please for the sake of my sanity, run away from home or something. Please!

2010-08-09T08:37:00.000-07:00

So on my birthday I had banned Dora and Caillou, though Blue's Clues was acceptable, as long as it was Steve.

On that note, I got Steve Burns CD, Songs for Dustmites, amazing, Steve is a genius and I want him to go on tour so I can see him in concert and force him to sign my CD. Also got a Juanes CD, Juanes is a Colombian singer, y es muy guapo. His voice his amazing though, even if your not looking at his face. I'm in love with his voice, and his music is really symbolic, at least the parts that I can translate.

I've been in a major play mode, which is good cause I got A Streetcar Named Desire, the script that is so much more than the movie, though its hard to get enough of Brando.

Yesterday I watched WALL-E for the first time, and it was real cute despite the dialogue lack. But it made me want to try and make a movie without any dialogue that can still hold today's audience. After WALL-E I watched Casablanca, another b-day present, and was just as amazing as always. On the subject of movies, I just finished watching The Book of Eli, the plot was good, the effects were amazing, though I'm not a good judge, the acting seemed good, but some home it was still missing something. Like I wasn't really captivated, I was still sitting on my couch watching the movie, rather than watching it from the sidelines of the world the movie created. It was rather disappointing,this was exactly the kind of movie I would have liked.

In other news I should be getting my schedule the 28th-ish. My last high school schedule, I can't wait!!!

Psych notes are very boring, the section on sleep made me want a nap after every word, the section on hypnosis put me in a sort of daze, and I have a feeling the section about drugs is gonna give me a headache that'll force me to take advil. Kinda ironic, huh?

Gosh, I feel the only real substantial thing in this post is the stuff I rambled on about The Book of Eli. I promise I will write more stuff that are 'comment worthy'

Woke up in the mornin' feelin' like ... watchin' Rocko's Modern Life and Rugrats

2010-07-24T10:07:00.000-07:00

I'm such a child at heart. I woke up at three this morning to watch Rocko's Modern Life, then Rugrats, then Blue's Clues. Saturday morning cartoons come on a bit to early for me, but I was originally gonna get up at two, so I did sleep in a bit. Though it wasn't such a good idea considering I went to sleep around 11-ish last night.

Other news, I finally finished Cuckoo's Nest and watched one of the movies. So now all I have to do is finish analyzing symbols and come up with some themes and motifs and that junk, then write 5 reading logs, one of which will be about the movie and how much the story-line changed, especially the fact that McMurphy didn't have red hair. Though the three main actors were pretty good, except for the hair color thing.

After I get all that done I get to move on to Psych notes! And I actually am kinda excited for that, but still don't wanna do it at the same time.

Apparently I'm not allowed to go stag for prom. We had gone to the mall and as per tradition, I had to drag everybody in Jessica McClintoc's, I have a very strong feeling I spelt that horribly wrong though, but this shop is well know as far as name brands go, of course we only went there after the carousel. Anyways for some reason or another I have it stuck in my head that my prom dress needs to be red, so while we were looking my mom informed me that I had to find a date to prom, not sure how that's gonna work out though.

I saw two rocks happily married

2010-07-20T10:59:00.000-07:00

Am watching Sayonara, and loving it!!! But sadly the movie keeps skipping. Either way the movie is epic, I understand the culture stuff and some of the Japanese, plus watching Marlon Brando try to pronounce all the Japanese words is histerical!!!

Other than that I watched a Hitstory of the World Part One, and am thinking I should take up the challange of making Part Three.

Hmm, I also watched Pretty Little Liars, a girly drama show that sucks you in so that you can't not watch it. But every time I watch it, I'm reminded of something my history teacher said, "Secrets, secrets are no fun. Secrets, secrets hurt someone." Funny how little, childish sayings can be really relevant to life as a whole.

Trying to write an essay for MMC, and am finding it difficult to pick a topic, though I think it might end up being Monty Python, seeing as it is a liberal arts school and one of the suggested topics is pick your favorite film and discuss it, and of course my fav is the Holy Grail.

OH MY GOOD GOLLY GOD!!! GUESS WHAT!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

2010-07-15T15:56:00.000-07:00

Today is my 'Men's Shirts, Short Skirts' Day. Though I'm kinda cheating by wearing a skort, but I don't think Shinia will mind much. But I also straightened my hair and put on my hat backwards so it looks like a baree(sp? the french hat thingy?). Point is I feel like a poet. XP

Despite my poet feelingness nothing much as happened today. Watched Blue's Clues, read manga, read OFOTCN, and watched House.

Yep, Ya-huh, Yeah, Sure, Alright

2010-07-14T15:06:00.000-07:00

I'm in love!!! With my new pair of jeans that our perfect in everyway a pain of jeans can be perfect. Plus they were six bucks, originally thirty somethin'. I can't wait for September, when it's cool enough for me to wear my beloved jeans.

Trying to read OFOTCN but its weird and I can't seem to get into it. Hopefully Once I read a little more I can get through it. Sadly out of all the books we're supposedly going to read this year, this is the only book I can't get the audio copy for.

-sigh- My summer always seems rather uneventful. Am hoping to go see Sorcerer's Apprentice soon and get my four-leaf clover from Ireland XP

Anyways I should get to reading my novel seeing as I can't have someone read it to me

I Just Want this 'True Love' Everyone's been Talking About

2010-07-13T10:32:00.000-07:00

So I just realized I totally forgot to rant on Avatar the Last Airbender. Went to see it Sunday with Mike and Caitlin.

Anyways the first thing that bugged me was how the chick that played Katara kept pronouncing Avatarwrong. I mean it was a cartoon for crying out lound, everything was already pronounced for you, not like there was any question on how to say it. She pronounced Aang wrong too. Plus the story line was chopy, like they tried to pick the most important eps but it still didn't really go along together. And they left out the Kiyoshi Warriors, you think that would have been more important than when Aang gets caught in the bender prison in some random Earth Nation. The whole movie was just off, I probably won't end up going to the next ones.

Other than my discontent with Avatar, I finally finished all my stuff for The Stranger and now have to work on One Flew Over the Cukoo's Nest. My one true wish right now is being able to finish all this AP work before its due. Way too much work for my summer.

good golly gosh

2010-07-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

spain won the world cup T.T

Anyways watched Remember Me yesterday just before the cup, took forever to watch 'cause we had to pause to do some clean up session. As for the movie, I really liked it, but it left one unresolved issue and the ending was completely unexpected. Like, I highly doubt anyone could have predicted it, or I just totally missed any foreshadowing. But it was still a pretty good movie, but I'm one for chick flicks anyways.

Today my mission is to finish my reading logs for The Stranger so I can start reading One Fell Over the Cookoo's Nest, which actually seems interesting. I think I might get the audio thing though just to speed up the process. In fact that is my plan for this year. I took the list of books on the list of what we should read this year and checked out all the audio books for each of them. Because I know that otherwise I won't read any of the books I'm not into, so hearing it speeds up the unmoving process.

think I'm gonna watch A History of the World Part I while writting

I can't Supress, so I might as well Confess

2010-07-11T06:58:00.000-07:00

So I was listening to "If I had You" and while listening to the song all I could picture was some club with strobe lights, but whenever I actually look at the words it almost sounds like a romantic song O.O I really don't understand that

Watched Invictus yesterday, loved it! And right after watching it I imedeately looked up when the next Rugby World Cup would be, next year in September, at New Zealand. I found the host country a bit ironic seeing as the movie is new-ish and the guys the South African team went up against in the final round was New Zealand. But I was the only one in the house laughing at that irony.

Anyways today is the last day of the World Cup(Football version, or Soccer for the Yanks)!!! It's Spain vs. Netherlands and I'm rootin' for the Netherlands!!! I'm only really cheerin' them on 'cause of Lieka, an exchange student from there that was at our school last year, and she was so adorable. But anyways I'm excited for the game.

Oh also today is a month from my birthday!!!And I've got about 20 some odd days to finish all my English AP work T.T All I have left to do for the first book is to type up 3 reading logs and fill in one box of the worksheet. Problem is I have no clue how to fill in the last box.

It might just be better to forget, rather than be dragged down by love

2010-07-09T12:54:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, not sure if I like the new changes or if I'm just not used to them. I suppose it doesn't really matter either way.

Anyways went down to SC for the week, we kept going to the pool and beach but I never went swimming T.T Posiden banned me from the water.

While at the resort we watched the games, and after Germany lost I decided we would have octopus for dinner as revenge against the octopus that predicted Spain would win. So no I'm rootin' for the Netherlands to win the Cup, seeing as I at least know one person from there that was an exchange student this past year.

I've sadly already come to the point where I can't wait for school to start, but first I gotta finish all the AP work that's due this August. I finally finished reading The Stranger, it was soooo pointless and irritating. How can no one ever not have an opinion?!?!?

Harry Potter marathon on ABC Family, with stuff for the next and final movies. Psyched for both of them, though a little nervous, hoping they do well with the book to movie transition.

Hmmm, I think I've run out of things to say

What do you do when the joke is real? Just laugh along

2010-06-29T17:06:00.000-07:00

Psh, US is out of the world cup TT.TT

Trying to read The Stranger for AP English, I hate it, the main character is really annoying and it never gives you the first name.

Sooooo, anyways, I kinda just wanted to post to post, don't have much to say. Saw Toy Story 3 today, it was amazing

More of the World Cup

2010-06-19T11:42:00.000-07:00

La di da dum. Cameroon just scored. Not exactly in the game, but I think I'm gonna root for Denmark. Yesterday the US totally got cheated, ref gave a yellow card on the one guy that didn't foul. T.T We would have won if that goal counted.

I've got nothing new to talk about really. Started working on my AP Psych summer homework, just cause I know that I won't ever really start till late so I might as well do a little at a time. On the note of AP classes, I have discovered that I really do want to take AP Spanish, but have no open classes. The only things that I'm not required to have are AP Phsyc and Latin II. Can't drop Psych, cause I don't want to and I've already started the homework. And Latin II will get me a chord since I'm in the honor society. But I love Latin and the teacher I should get next year, however that teacher might get re-assigned, which would probably kill Latin for me. I mean my teacher knew all the Monty Python references I used. Plus I'm not sure if AP Spanish had any summer assignments. But I really want to take it T.T This year it would all be conversational rather than gramatical like this past year.

Anyways, the reason I got re-inspired to take Spanish was cause I went to school with my mom yesterday and I met the Spanish teacher there and we talked, in Spanish of course, and he told me I was pretty good and I shouldn't quite and all that. Plus he knew Juanes, the amazing Columbian musician.

-Sigh- It seems I won't ever be completely done with Spanish.

Finally Hitting Senior Year

2010-06-14T16:42:00.001-07:00

The moment I could call myself a Senior was the moment I began to look back on Freshman year. It’s all blur now, as if those days we're so far away, even when only a few years have gone by. Lots of things have changed, a lot has stayed the same. I’ve done a lot of things that I could list, going on and on, but I don’t think I have to. Everyone has experienced life in high school, and those memories last forever. It may be a pain in the moment, but these memories will be brought back with a smile.

The first day, the first step, it all is different. I for instance fell off my bus seat, but other’s tell a story of their own, that is theirs alone. The first all the one’s that will always be imprinted in our minds. Our first date, first kiss, first love, first love lost, first time driving, first car, first accident. First failure, first success. These memories are now only things we recall, but that means that we will never lose them.

I now know people who have driven me insane, people I’ll never forget, people I’ll be glad to never seen again, and people I will cry for when they leave. I remember my crushes, especially those that I thought were love. I remember fights, make-ups, all the pointless stuff that had been forgotten by the next day. I can recall all the people I have come to hate, and the person I hated. I’ve gained and lost, but in reality the important thing was that I made it through it all.

Everything that has happened since I stepped on my bus the first day has changed my life, and shaped my world. The things I’ve written, read, and done, all were part of the moment. I’ve cried and yelled and broken down completely, but I’ve laughed and learned and shared with some of the best people I have ever met.

Though it was a pain to go through, I believe I’ve come to love my high school experience. The ups and downs and what I became because of it.

tied the game, but can our hearts say the same?

2010-06-13T13:45:00.000-07:00

So I remembered something I wanted to say something last time Xp

Anyways, we were watching From Far and Away with Tom Cruis (who didn't look all that bad in this movie). But Cruis is Irish, so of course he's drinking, and he's clutz. So I am wondering if I'm just naturally drunk cause I'm Irish and that's why I'm a clutz.

Hmmm, I guess that's it

US vs England, bad dancers

2010-06-12T11:23:00.000-07:00

World Cup!

US and England are about to go, and I'm getting excited! But I was watching some of the players warm up earlier and it looked like the were trying to do some dance routine, but failing.

So, the major disappointment this week was that I spent all my money on the field trip to the mall and can't afford the new Monty Python movie, He's Not the Messiah (He's a Vary Naughty Boy). It should be epic, but I won't know ...

This week seemed to drag on forever and ever, plus Friday didn't even feel like a Friday.

Apparently you have to get your senior prank approved by the principal . . . I think that's one of the most rediculous things I've heard. This year the seniors were gonna get water guns and spray everybody coming out into the parking lot, or pull the fire alarm and spray people coming out. They only pulled the fire alarm, which is no fun. I wouldn't have mind being wet cause of the heat.

England scored T.T

Monday's the last school day and then exams, I only have two, both on Wed.

Toy Story 3 Friday!

We'll always have Paris

2010-06-03T10:25:00.000-07:00

God, I love Casablanca. It's an amazing movie. So is A Streetcare Named Desire. We watched both those in English, and I'm loving it! Now we just finished watching Cinderellaman and are starting the Patriot now, both good. I love movie days, hate working.

Let's see in History I've got to write a 6-8 page paper due on the 9th, and my topic is american enviromental issues. I think I should be able to get it done but who knows.

I can't wait for tomorrow, going on a field trip to an art meusem and then the biggest mall in our area, which has a two-story barns-and-noble. Plus we are going to gt AP assignments, not real good and I'm missing part of my favorite class, but I'm finding out if I get this one teacher I want.

Cut my hair on Sunday.

Got in a really small car accident on Friday. See the lanes in my nighborhood fit two cars, one going each way. And people decide to park on the side leaving room for only one car to pass by. So the car heading towards me decided to speed up and since I didn't want to hit them I tried to pull to the side, but since I was going th speed limit I couldn't stop that quickly and hit the car parked next to the road. They got a dent and scratched off paint, the car I was driving got the right side mirror broken and I got guilt.

But otherwise I've been good

Books hold more than words, they carry memories

2010-05-25T14:11:00.000-07:00

So right now I have either sinuses or allergies, neither really a big, but still a major pain. Last time I had allergies my doctor wanted to take all my book out of my room. I promptly told her she was insane if she thought I could ever do such a horrid thing.

So I didn't think I would have anything to post, but I actually do. But I think I'm gonna save the drama for later and talk about silly things first, when I say silly I mean stupid side stuff that makes me smile when I think back on it or stuff that really just isn't that important.

Let's see, in my world religions class we are doing skits (or movies, if you chose to do so) and one person said that their skit would be the Monty Python version of the story because none of us are actors and all that. But as soon as she says that my teacher stare at me as if accusing me for curropting everyone's minds with Monty Python. Now I'm not denying that, but still the accusation was uncalled for.

I have no more state tests for the rest of my life!!!!

Hmmm, I can't think of more small stuff so I guess, I'll just dive into the drama.

Right, so Saturday night my step-dad, Mike, decided he was gonna go to some intervention detox thing for him being an alchoolic, which he is, I would know. Anyways, we were all proud of him and all cause it was a big step. But yesterday when he picked me up as I was walking home he told me he was gonna wait untill summer so that while he was missing work at least we didn't have to worry about daycare for my other two sisters. I got that, but majorly he was putting it off and that the more he put it off the harder it was going to be later. Yesterday was one of my sister's birthday and of course Mike suddenly goes on about wanting to go then. So after opening presents and sharing cake with the neighborhood kids, he draws out going untill around ten. So while they left, my mom taking Mike, I got the two girls down and fell asleep myself. My mom got home, I moved to my bed, heard the phone ring a couple of times, couldn't get up, and later heard Mike back home because the place wouldn't allow him to have his own room, with the ties that were in his pants, and the sheets they had were apparently itchy and he has sensitive skin.

Right, so I feel extremely bad for my sister. But I'm kinda mad at Mike because I know that it's only gonna be harder for him to commit to such a thing and all that.

So, not sure about all that, but I think I'll get through all this. I'm only here for another year plus some months.

So I think it sounds funny, but I’d like to hear what you have to say

2010-05-22T11:31:00.001-07:00

Rain fell all over the big city, light drops of water that could not disturb the sleepless. It was the kind of rain that you could easily dance through if you were in the mood to. Vivian was in that mood. She stepped out of the theater, buttoning up her dark brown over coat and pulling her hair up so that it all stayed under her fedora. Each one of her movements was a small step in some grand dance that could only take place here and now and never again.

Yet a thunder clap disrupted the ceremony and brought down thick sheets of rain, the kind of rain that no matter what mood you had you began to feel depressed because everything was being washed away. The rain soaked Vivian began to run to some shelter, anything that would protect her from the water that was attacking. Finally she could stand peacefully under some ledge, soaked but still happy to be alive while she waited the rain out.

Cars zoomed past Vivian, as if her presence was completely erased, that was until one small black card pulled over to the curb and stopped in front of her. Out of the car stepped Daniel Zardoni, cigarette in one hand and a large black umbrella in the other. While Vivian was completely unaware of who Daniel was, the rest of the world knew.

Daniel stopped before Vivian, putting his cigarette back in his mouth and holding out a hand for Vivian to shake. Vivian’s face was painted with suspicious confusion, her forest green eyes looking over Daniel as if he gave off an air of supremacy, which he did.

“Hello my good lady, I’m sorry to have surprised you, but you seemed trapped within this curtain of rain. I am Daniel Zardoni and you, you must be my wife.” Daniel kept his hand out, open so that Vivian could easily reach out to him, a rare opportunity. But Vivian had been offended by Daniel’s outrageous prediction of her being his wife.

“I’m sorry sir, but I’m not quite so sure if I should be escorted by a guy like you.” Vivian turned her head, so that she could not as easily look over Daniel, though that is what she desired to do. Daniel was taller than her, but not so much so that you could describe him as ‘towering’ over her. He had well kept black hair and grey eyes that were full of confidence rather than dejection from Vivian’s words.

“C’mon, babe, we both know you don’t wanna be stuck in this rain. The man on the radio just said that this downpour was going to last awhile, and I hate for such a pretty young lady like you to catch a cold from standing out in all this rain.” Vivian was compelled by Daniel’s words, and while she had no intention of ever becoming interested in him romantically, she took his opened hand and allowed him to lead her to his car.

Vivian and Daniel sat in the back seat of the car, each sitting against a window, leaving the middle a blank empty space between them. The front two seats were occupied by two fellas that were dressed similarly to Daniel, suit, tie, and fedora. The one driving, Benji, was skinny and tall with brown hair and blue eyes that were focused on the road. The other one up front, Sammy, was well built and had true a Italian complexion, and was eyeing Vivian from the rearview mirror.

“Don, why’d you go and pick this chick up?” It was Sammy who had spoken, but not until they had pulled away from the curb and were emerged in the normal traffic. Daniel looked back over to Vivian with a smile, but his eyes were looking over her, examining the likelihood that she was out to kill him like so many others.

“Just listen to me, Sammy. You think I’m some kind of idiot who falls for any chick with a good set of legs?” With Daniel’s eyes still on her Vivian turned away, not wanting him to see her checks brighten and pulled down her red dress so that it may cover more of her legs.

“I certainly hope not, else you’ll be sleepin’ with the fishes rather than dictating where they lay.” Sammy was some sort of pessimist, the kind that just stated what was a bad idea and made a small side comment on it, but never intervened any more than that.

“Ignore him babe. He’s just sore ‘cause there’s something on TV that he wants to watch. Now you tell Benji here where you want to go and we’ll get you there, no problem.” Daniel patted Benji’s seat, trying to get Vivian to look back over to him. Vivian simply looked up to the review mirror, so that she could address Benji rather than the presumptuous man next to her.

“If you would be so kind, I would appreciate it if you could drop me off at the cafeteria of New York University.”

“So you’re a student at NYU? What are you studying?” Vivian turned to Daniel, since it would have been extremely rude of her to speak to him while facing the opposite way.

“I am not particularly studying anything. I plan on being an actress, in fact I just came from an audition for a new play on Broadway.”

I waited and waited for u to sit beside me, but u were behind me the whole time

2010-05-22T05:57:00.000-07:00

I feel like I should have some kind of introduction before I go on rambling again, but have got no clue what I mean by that. *shrugs* oh well, it's not like anyone will care if I jump right into things anyways, who's gonna stop me?

So lets see, the guy I was talking about in the last post, for name's sake we'll call him my GerMan, cause he is a Geman exchange student after all (note this makes me liking him even more helpless because all the exchange students are leaving this year). Anyways I saw him at my one SOL, and he came in late and sat in the way back. T.T But maybe he will be in my last SOL or maybe fate will intervene and put us together, otherwise I suppose it's not meant to be.

My SAT scores sorta depressed me, I mean it was my first try and all but still, I really don't wanna have to take them again. Right now as far as colleges go, I'm only really thinking of three specific ones. CNU, which is real close to home and has an amazing atmosphere (plus a Chick-Fil-A on campus), MMC, a place in NY, NY and at least looks cool and has this amazing writting center, and the last one is SWU which is in Texas but has everything I want and this cool program where they have a bunch of bikes on campus and you can use any of them on campus to go anywhere.

Nothing else going on, got inducted into Latin honor society, and it was at the same place as al the other language honor socities, and I was sorta angry that I had never been invited to Japanese or Spanish honor society. But Latin's way cooler anyways, we have a whole Monty Python movie to reference.

Speaking of Monty Python, there are these cards that you can buy called Fluxx and they've got a Monty Python themed version that I wanna get. I'm still trying to convince my mom to order it for me off of Amazon.

Seeing as I've been going through a major Mafia phase, I have to written something along those lines, I spent on whole Math class writting quotes from the store I'm planning on writting all over my Math ws. So instead of that other story, I'm gonna post this story, mainly because I can't write anymore for the other one, named Fated (I think). The reason I can't write is because Apollo has left my blessing and the Godfather has taken over. What I write completely depends on what influence I'm under, which is a major problem because my influence always changes and I can never finish something.

Ummm, I think that's it for now. TTFN (and yes I am quoting Winne the Pooh)

breathe in and hope for the best, i'd pray but i'm not sure i can

2010-05-18T14:20:00.000-07:00

so its testing week at school and all.
I'm pretty excited, truth be told. But seeing as that's somewhat out of character I figure I might as well explain.

So when I had my ring ceremony there was this guy I had never seen before sitting between me and Ashley. Yeah, enough said, I dragged him into out convorsation because he was cute and all but he humored me and it was nice. Anways, I had hoped to see him at the dance, but didn't. Later I added him as a friend of FB, but I also learned he was an exchange student from Germany, so I had pretty much given up, and figured it wasn't fate for us to be together and all that jazz.
However, for our testing we're organized by last name, so me and him will be in at least one testing area together. So I'm majorly hoping that we can sit next to each other and talk again and maybe play cards if they let us.

Please tell me if I sound foolish

Anyways other than that, I've been going through a major mob/mafia phase, and just watched the first Godfather. Loved it! Though I've always liked movies like that.

I was in the news Friday for being part of a prom that we held for the disabled people in our area. It was sooooooooo much fun and my feet are still sore. Our theme was Hollywood, so I dressed up in a red dress and my hat (that looks sorta like Sinatra's) and had the bright red lipstick and candy ciggarets. My idea was to look like the chick that swept into the PI's office askin' for help, when in truth she's completely involved in all the underground stuff.
Nice, huh?

Got chastised for not being able to cuss today, but it was funny, cause the more I refused the more Tolsten cussed, plus he was getting all rilled up with the game that we were playing today in the caf. since none of us had test and couldn't get another ride. Anyways the game was very interesting, there was marriage, divorce, insects, gay insect, sandwich, and doubles. O.o

In English we are now reading A Catcher in the Rye and I am absolutely in love with it!!! There is one part where Holden talks about how you can read a book and feel like you're friends with the author and you could just talk to them on the phone like old friends, but of course Salinger(sp?) just recently died and all and I got a little depressed, but not enough to quite reading. I love the writing style, it's real random but it's not uncomprehensiblely so.

So I just got done reading this burn book thing for my school and the only thing that I learned was that my school is full of people that the whole school is full of phonies and people who are just above it all. I mean every other post/comment thing was about how immature the person who made the website was, except no one said it real nicely. But I mean, they still read it, ie I'm no better for reading. So there are some good people that somewhat indulge themselves in the drama, but know good and well when it goes to far and then there are the ppl that push it, which is absolutely rediculous.

anyways, i'm gonna try to post regularly, see ya

my world religions class never learns anything, so i might as well post

2010-05-12T07:27:00.000-07:00

so i was reading some old writtings and got nostaligia.

i had been having writers block on the story i had posted, but the block is gone now and i can continue writting. i figured out that i only get in the right mood to write it after having learned more about the gods and godesses in latin class.

anyways as far as life goes nothing major has really happened. i had gotten my liscense in november and i finally drove by myself for the first time a week or so ago. now i'm driving to school and having my mom just get out and change seats when i drop myself off. fun, huh?

so i've been getting worried about the senior project i have to do next year. but fortunately i dont have to come up with something cause mr.d has decided that i will be doing 5 blood drives next year ...
not too thrilled but considering its not that hard i might as well, i mean all we did at the blood drive yesterday was make forts out of the water bottles and cups. well mr.d used the water bottles, but my cup fort was waaaaaay better than his.

well class is over, see ya. i might post the rest of the story when i write it and type it up.

in english class

2010-04-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

google has clingon as a language, nice

my teacher said it was a good thing that we can't speak it.

talkin' about how pale i am and its comparison to me being stuck in my room.

half the class is gone on a field trip so its nice and loud.

the attack of the zerossssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i only got one c on my report

i'm in a pretty good mood, maybe cause its friday

gonna go to the library saturday and hopefully met up with mi tia and then walk to the bookstore to sell mmy books and kill my soul, then sunday we're gonna go to her church and then to see clash of the titans and eat then go to barns and noble, what fun!!!

have word now, but still feel like posting this, comments, please?

2010-03-07T06:11:00.001-08:00

The sands ran coolly over my feet, the desert ground lighted only by the moon and moved only by the soft wind. I reached the marble steps of a long forgotten temple, worn away by the sands of time, resting hidden among the cool desert night. The stars shined down upon the temple sadly, as if empathizing with the forgotten.

Within the temple, centered perfectly, was a tall statue of an elegantly etched woman reaching up to the sky. Her finger tips nearly reached the painted stars that scattered all over the ceiling. Her feathered wings were widely out stretched and seemed to be poised to take flight, yet remained restrained by mere will power. At her feet lay a small pond dust ridden water, tainted by the year uncared for.

The woman’s face was soft and gentle, her eyes staring desperately to the endless drawn night. Tears were held aloft in the corner of her eyes despite the fact that they were not etched. Her long, toga-like dress fell loosely over her, framing her every curve with a delicate touch. The toga was similar to that of the mortals’, but the back hung low so that the wings could fly freely from behind. The only other difference was the color, though the white marble was not painted to show this.

Engraved on the wall that held the pond was the story of the woman who was to forever stand within the temple. The smooth, yet dust covered letters read: “Navanya is the Mother Goddess. Goddess of and for the People. Goddess of the Wind. Wife of Xenonva and Mother of Vestria. Navanya is the pure sprit of a mother, who stayed with her child, Goddess of the Seas, even at the cost of losing place by her husband, King of the Sky and all Gods.”

I let the words role off my tongue as I read them aloud to the silent room. I kneeled down so that I was eye level with Navanya’s feet and bowed with eyes closed. I said my thanks for all Navanya had done in my life, for her constant presence. I looked up lightly and reached over to dip my hand into the pond and brought it back to my head, letting the water cool my face. The water was rough and sticky but it was my responsibility to show my respect for Navanya.

As I stood I finally peeled my eyes away from the statue to take heed of the rest of the temple. Wandering around the room, I swiped off the dust that had collected on my teal toga, noticing the mosaic beneath my feet. The mosaic was as big as the room and depicted waves and the wind being controlled by the skies. The columns that marked the entrance were as ornate as the rest of the building, everything swirled as if the wind had been frozen in stone. Torches lined the walls and columns but had burned out long ago.

Slowly I walked around in a circle, gently waving my hand over each torch to summon up the fire I had no control over. As soon as a spark appeared I quickly said my thanks to the God of the Sun for allowing me to summon his power for my own use. Finally the temple was completely lit and I could see the light blues and whites that colored everything, adding a soft, wind-like air to the place. Though it was abandoned and dusty, it was easy to picture the temple alive and full of people who were there for the simple act of being there.

“So this is where You run away to.” The voice echoed through the marble stone, warming the whole temple with its strong, self imposed power. The voice was as recognizable as the light of the sun, either there within sight or hiding on the other side of the world.

I turned back slowly so that I could face the temple opening, praying that the one now there would not take heed of how invading his presence made me feel. He was leaning against a column, the desert night painted behind him like a back-drop. The toga he wore was the same as Navanya’s, but it was dyed a rich, warm gold that shined brightly against the seemingly dull colors of everything around him. His eyes were a dull gold that shined out from his softly etched features that were framed by his rich blonde hair that was loosely tied back. Behind him, his out stretched wings gently folded in as he stepped forward.

“What are You doing here?” I asked grudgingly, holding my breath as I waited for his answer. Ignoring me, he went up to Navanya and carried out the same procedures as I had only minutes ago. While I waited for him to finish his prayers, I moved back over to stand by him, bowing my head once more to Navanya.

“You see, I heard all Your prayers of thanks and decided to come and see what was happening.” He stood, facing me with a certain deliberant attitude that all Gods had about them. My eyes slowly drifted to the torches that I had lit with the power of the Sun God, the power of the God now in front of me.

“Avo, You and I both know that hear every prayer said in your name.” I knew very well that stating this fact would get me nowhere, but I wanted to try to get him to state his purpose clearly. In truth, I shouldn’t have said my thanks if I wanted to be sure of no discovery, as I Goddess I had permission to tap into any other Gods domain without previous consent. However Mother always taught me to say my thanks, because Gods tended to have conditions for afterward.

“I can hear anything under the Sun as long as I chose.” Avo looked over me gently and started to move towards me. As he stepped closer I stepped back, running into the cool marble wall behind me. Avo looked away, trying to hide his sad smile and the dimmed sun that always remained within his eyes.

“I suppose this is the only temple that shows Your Mother as She really was.” His eyes left me for a few seconds to gaze around the temple, but soon rested back on me. Avo held out his arms so that I may take comfort, though I had already overtly turned away from him.

All my life Avo had been by my side, a light the lit all my darkened days. It was too natural for me to fall back in his arms, like how leaves fell to the wind. Despite my stubborn self, I’d always allow my guard to crumble at the warmth of his Sun. No matter what, he was the only person in my life I was sure of, the only one I could care to trust.

“I’m sure You miss Your Mother more than anyone could possibly imagine. You and Your Mother were close and that could never be replaced, especially within only three years. No one really expects You to just forget about Her.” Avo whispered his sweet magical words in my ear as he slowly patted my feathered wings. Shaking my head clear of his words, I pushed myself away so that I could face him equally.

“Avo, the other Gods are not quite as accepting as You are. They expected me to be over this within seconds of it happening; even the mortals only allow a year or so to mourn. There are no exceptions, even for a Goddess.” Though my voice remained even, I was breaking apart inside. As a Goddess I was supposed to be a figure of pure omniscient force, feared by all mortals who walked these lands. However my constant mourning ruined my imagine of invincibility.

“Technically I am still in mourning as well. Not even Fate can control other’s emotions.” Avo’s smile was soft and sweet as he held up the tip of his toga, which was dyed a deep black to represent mourning. I looked back down to where my own turquoise toga fell to the floor, the tip stained black as my trust.

“Right, if Fate really controlled everything Mother would not have suffered as She had. Although if Fate had no control I would at least hope Father would have taken some kind of action.” My voice was bitter and mistrusting as the words of hate flew from my mouth with no disregard. Fate had been behind the misfortune of Mother, but it was Father who had let it happen, which was just as unforgivable.

“I suppose my words are pointless if they fall on corrupted ears. But let me ask one thing, since You seem to be too stubborn to change course. Tell Navanya that I send my best wishes, for You are surely chasing after Her, even to Your own death.” His eyes held a pity greater than I had ever met with. I could no longer distinguish whether other’s pity was false or if Avo was simply the only one who had completely grasped my situation. Either way his words were harsh and stung at my already bleeding heart.

Avo turned back to Navanya and respectfully bowed before disappearing back into the night. Once he was gone from sight, so was the warmth he had carried with him. Now the air was as chilly as the cold stones that surrounded me.

With slow, heavy steps I made my way to the filth ridden pound at Mother’s feet. I kneeled down, tracing the inscriptions and my name over and over hoping that the writing would prove false. But no matter what I was always going to be Vetstria, Goddess of the Seas, Daughter of Navanya and Xenonva. I was always the child who held onto her mother’s feet, so that she could not stay where she belonged.

I laid my head against the cold stone, letting my light brown hair that seemed to have a clear taint of blue, fall into the tainted water, sending out small ripples. As the ripples spread through the pond, they glowed and purified the water so that the marble bottom was visible. I felt obligated to thank someone, but that would have been as pointless as Avo coming to comfort me.

blargh and meh

2010-02-28T13:35:00.000-08:00

so i've got to finish an outline that was due friday, a ppt in spanish that was also (supposedly) due friday, and a video thats due tuesday that i have to make now cause my partner JUST emailed me his half, and i'd like to point out that he didnt even d all that was asked of him, but lucki;y for him i want an a to boost up the fact that i always get Cs on the test.

so thurday i spent most of my time in the nurse. i was fine first block and second block my contacts were giving me a headache and i started to get the chills and the sub slept all through class, almost. so second block i spit up in the trash can, went to the nurse, figured they couldnt do anything but give me crakers and water. so i went back to class, got sick again and my teacher called the nurse, who came down to get me with a wheel chair ... O.o

luckily the people in my class are cool and were worried about me, so there was no embarasment added, i was more worried about being wheeled down to the nurses office. so i was there from 11-ish to 1 and still feel kinda icky

i should be working or studying for my sols tuesday and wendsday, but i cant work anymore

Shawn Spencer

2010-02-18T13:58:00.000-08:00

watchin my third season set of pysch and shawn just made a great gatsby refrence and I was craking up. i love it when tv shows reference old books that i've enjoyed.

we're readin a leason before dying, which is bringin back my slight cuntry accent, which is kinda amusing cause i'll be readin in class and some one interupts me from readin and when i'm talking to them they can barely understand what i'm saying. well it's not that surprising 'cause i learned how to talk in GA

i'm comtemplating sueing the school for when i feel and slipped under the seats in the bus, twisting my ankle around the leg of the seat infront of me. but it might be too late since this happened thurday

Butterfly by Jason Mraz

2010-02-15T14:43:00.000-08:00

Was gonna do the likes and dislikes thinkg, but wasn't feeling it.

The title song is playing and I think it is the most beautiful song about sex every, cause if you actually listen to it it really is sensual and Mraz's voice just flows perfectly.

I'm takin the moment imaginin that I'm dancin with you,
I'm your pole and all your wearing is your shoes,
You got sould, you know just what to do to turn me on,
Untill I write a song about you.

Anyways, I'm finally in World Religions, and I prefer to sit back and let my opinions fester than argue with the people in my class. We haven't really gone over any religion yet but the concepts of religion itself, which is more interesting than anything else. Despite the fact that I have been baptized and undergone all the Christian traditions and still take part of it, I think I am more agnostic than anything else, but I'd probably never tell my dad that.

I get more annoyed at myself as I become embraced with the 'popular crowd'. It's not like the stereotype, but it's as close to what my school comes to. I get sick when anyone talks about some one badly, because its rarely ever justified. It's completely pointless and annoying, and the fact that I'll listen to it is even more stupid, I'd rather go back to being a wall flower than having a repeat of what happened at my old school, but that won't happen cause the types of popluarity is completely diffrent, at my old school there was intent, here there is just talking. Which is annoying to cause when people say it and act nice to another person when they don't want to they might as well be talking behind their back.

That one little paragraph had nothing to do with anything really. I need to be working on my study guide but I've got till Wednseday.

There is no House on tonight, at least no new episodes.

I've learned that I could never be a Taoist, because despite the fact that I barely ever take initiative with things, I do at sometimes, which goes against the way of the Tao. But the other priciples I follow just as much as I follow Chritianity.

I have heard nothing from Chick-Fil-A about a second interview and I'm just about to give up, but I really do want to work there and would hate to get another job making me unable to accept their offer.

My mom continues to try to marry me off, this time to an olypic skater, whose name I no longer remember. She wants me to email him and ask him to ring dance my response was '..., wouldn't he be training after this?'

I went to this thing called Latin Day at some college, and other than seeing a cute college guy, I saw that they had a Chick-Fil-A in the student union. Though I'd love to go there, I'm a bit conflicted because I wanna leave VA so much. I'd love to live in NY cause I am appealed to the big city, but I wouldn't survive the cold or the fact there is only one Chick-Fil-A in NY. Plus my step-mom is moving up to NY too.

I hate contradictions, but I practically am one. I fit my self to the people around me without changing who I really am. Basically I inhance some features when I'm around cearten people, which makes me just as bad as people who aren't true to themselves.

sadly I’m only posting cause I’ve got nothing better to do

2010-01-31T07:51:00.001-08:00

so it actually snowed, which is very disappointing, or bubble that protected us from the snow has finally failed T.T

i’ve been going through yet another music phrase, consisting of fank sinatra and jason mraz. they dont really go together but, whatever

watchin’ jeff foxworthy, which just brings back my southern accent, but whatever

ugh, i said whatever waaaaay too much

i really have nothing important to say.

every other time we’re on the bus we talk about old tv shows, like p,b, and j otter and blue’s clues and pepper anne and doug and as told by ginger and all those shows that for some reason you cant even find on youtube. though blue’s clues is still on and ive been watching it at least once a week, so what if im being childish? blue’s clues is awesome, till steve left, but his band is good too

foxworthys hilarious

exams are a pain, but their halfway over, just four more left, english and chemestry monday and math and history tuesday. i still have to finish two reviews.

so i’ve finally decided i’m gonna take the whole get a job seriously. so i printed out a application for chick-fil-a and filled it out, which took forever cause i need 4 references and only was sure of one, and was gonna turn it in friday but was told they do a bunch of interview at once on monday at five. so now i have no worries about my exams but am freaking over the interview, and now im kinda like ‘the lady said 5, 5 am or pm? cause i know they arent opened till 6:30’

*sigh*

wish i could post about some deep and meaningful thing but i just dont feel like it

Schools finally over, for the year

2009-12-22T15:17:00.001-08:00

so the last few days of school were spent with wasting time with nothing, test, caroling, and wild bus conversations

it was fun for the general part. i got alot of hugs today, and big happy holiday wishes. we basically gave celebrity treatment to people has they got off the bus

we caroled in spanish and went to a few classrooms, but it was fun cause i love to sing in a group, but it got to the point where i was laughing so hard i could barely sing

i babysat my old teachers kid and got 15 bucks for about 2 and 1/2 hours, which is cool cause i have no clue what the going rate is and im excited enough just getting paid

i finally saw 2012 and it was awesome and there was a cute russian guy with an awesome accent who is actually married and theres all the blow up effects, and its epic till the end… its just the very end thats stupid, but i’m gonna move to the cape of good hope

and now my baby sis is throwing a fit and i have to watch her cause i’m the only mature adult in the house since my mom left to get dinner

waiting for my mom to pick me up

2009-12-18T14:47:00.001-08:00

so i counted change for about an hour and i’ve got about an hour left to wait for my mom.

things i need to do:

count up my community service

meet carly again before i babysit

genially worry about my spanish grade

learn the names of people i only know by face

get used to the cold

see what my schools laptop policy is

get a job

ugh too long of a list. but i am sorta working on the get a job thing. i’ve got my chick-fil-a application mostly filled out, i’ve just got to get references ok-ed.

oh, i got a face book last night. but my moms got full watch over it. but i only got it really to keep up with rebecc cause she practically never posts.

oh a pizza hut guy just came to the school and i’m extremely tempted to take the car and go home, i’ve got my liscnece so the only thing wrong with that is the whole stealing thing, that and he just left

Bye Bye pizza man

couldn’t you have taken me to some far off land

where there’s warmth and shelter from the wind

where all the pizzas served at my whim

oh and the last blurp of my story was basically what i’m going to write and get into a movie to meet taylor lautner, cause i’m sorta unfairly basing nate off of him.

i had italian club yesterday and we ate and listen to christmas music while we made christmas cards, it was fun

ugh, i feel so busy but when i want to write about what i’ve been doing i come up with nothing, which isnt fair cause i feel super busy, but luckily i’ve only got two more days of school and we’re not counting money, so school should be pretty easy next week, and then its christmas

i hate the cold, and i wanna live in nyc, but i wouldn’t survive the cold, i’d freeze to death, or never leave the house/apartment building i’d live in

and now i am the only one waiting outside, cause despite the cold i’d rather sit outside than inside where all the teachers and security people ask if i have a ride and feel bad for me, which in turn makes me feel bad

I got about half an hour left to wait

awwww a little kid just past by and was rambling on about how cold it is, but in reality we all know that it can get much, much colder than it is here. we only have a chance of snow tomorrow

maybe i’ll move down south where i wont freeze, but the problem with that is all my friends prefer the cold, plus i wanna live in new york soooooooooo bad

i love this windows writer thing, it encourages me to post, which i think is a good thing, you should write something non-school related once a day.

people are failing on skateboards!!!!!!

its so quiet here, the only sound is the skateboarders and my music that only i can here.

i’m using the bottom of my laptop as a heater for my fingers and thinking i should tough it up, cause i have it a whole lot better than some people

i wanna say something deep and profound, but can’t cause, well i just cant think of anything. 20-ish more minutes to go!!!!!!!

people i know, but don’t actually know, just passed by and they have a car!!!!! i’m so jealous!!

my mom just said she was about to come pick me up, so 15-ish more minutes

lets see this weekend i’m cooking for the homeless children and making candy for my teachers, and the friends i know will try to steal the candy from me.

awww, i saw a car that sorta looked like my moms, it made me all hopeful and happy, but that happiness is gone. 3.40, so my mom should be on her way and it takes about ten minutes to get from her school to mine.

hmmmmm………… i think i’m getting used to the cold, just a bit, well smaller than a bit but its an improvement!!!!!!

If it’s a circle of life how come there’s an end?

Why are people forgotten as soon as they mess up after glory, but the people who only screw up first are remembered?

Why can’t we all just get along?

Why do people think Dr. Seuss is childish?

Why isn’t my mom here yet?

hajimemashite! watashiwa kristin desu. dozo yoroshiku!

yo quiero un tortuga para navidad!!!!!!!

yeah i’m multilingual!!!!!!

ugh, i hate the cold, i hate waiting when i have nothing to do, though i should be reading the great gatsby, but it doesnt really hold my attention for long, though i can always read it in latin

comments? questions? concerns?

i got my h1n1 shot yesterday and it still hurt. my knee hurts too from where i banged it on my desk, again.

its funny though i always seem to injure the same knee

the skaters left T.T

no wait, they’re back

i’ll probably publish this when i get home, but i dont wanna wait, just in case i forget…

ugh… my mommy should be here, my fingers are practically frozen and i’m lonely!!!

i should have worn a thicker coat

yeah me mommy hear to pick me up!!! XP

Vampires = Death (told you i didn't have word)

2009-12-17T19:01:00.001-08:00

My life was a grotesque version ‘Dirty Jobs’. But I highly doubted the Mike Rowe(?) could handle what I did. Sure my job was more or less likely the most ‘dirty’ job you could find, but it has its purpose. Yet it wasn’t gross in a way that made you barf like those filthy warehouse on the show, it was grotesque in a way that could explode your mind and tear apart your soul.

I found myself anxious for the kill, but I’d still cringe at the time of the actual killing. The Boss said that that was what made me perfect for the job. I had never lost my self in the primitive feeling of the hunt, but I never killed myself with my own guilt. My soul had gotten used to my continuous contradictions, tearing itself up inside so much that there was only one thing that ever kept me together.

Besides that one thing I had nothing, knew nothing. The only hope I had was what the Boss deigned to give me. He would give me tidbits of vague information that slowly lead me to my ultimate mission. I was completely aware that the Boss was using me for his own mission, but he had given me the only job that could help regain my sanity and I was grateful for it.

I had lost everything, but then the Boss gave me a small shimmer of hope called ‘revenge’.

***

The picture I carried in my hand was more like a wanted poster. The picture was dated in the Renaissance, and was drawn in a sketch like manner that made the woman drawn look even more elegant than she could have possibly been. The girls hair fell in long curls past her shoulders that looked like a veil and was shaded in, suggesting that it was dark compared to her skin. She looked like a young woman entering adult-hood, yet she gave off an aura of maturity. Underneath the drawing, in elegant script, was the name ‘Charlotte’.

The name seemed to fit her time frame and her picture was as elegant as a princess from that time. Yet my experience with vampires had taught me not to count on the pictures the Boss gave me. Vamps often changed their appearance over time, changing to fit new trends, tanning so that they can go unnoticed. The picture was probably only half correct, at most. But unfortunately that was only my guess, I could be completely wrong.`

I had been given this vamp to ‘assassin’ by the Boss a few weeks ago and had been tracking her from random blurbs of information on the net. All my sources led me to a small pub called ‘Werewolf Pub’. The name struck me as slightly ironic, but as far as I was concerned werewolves didn’t exist.

The pub was barely lit and gave off a feeling of anxiety and tension. The club’s name was painted above the door with the same elegant script as that was on the poster. The windows were completely covered in dust and the lit ‘open’ sign could barely be seen through the window.

After a few deep breaths, I opened the door and stepped in, a small bell going off over my head signaling my presence. The bartender looked up at me curiously, as if not used to customers. The rest of the pub was dark and dusty, light music playing softly in the background. Two people were playing pool in the corner, not bothering to look up and notice me. One was sitting down holding their stick and watching the other make their move. The two players seemed to be in their late twenties, one boy, one girl. Once the girl had made her shot, so perfectly played that I was more impressed than I had thought, the guy got up roughly saying something about a bad bet under his breath.

I turned my attention back to the bartender, who had busied herself with wiping the layers of dust off the counter. The bartender was a slender young women who looked to still be in college, was very attractive in a prospective manner, but I couldn’t settle my eyes on her for no woman ever really caught my attention anymore.

“Excuse me,” I said, causing everyone in the small bar to look up. The bartender looked up at me with a raised eye-brow.

“How may I help ya?” the bartender asked in a pure southern accent. The girls hair dropped to her ears in small red waves, accentuating her forest green eyes.

“Well, I’m looking for Charlotte. I got wind that I might find her here,” I said, rushing over the vamps name. Names added character, and that only made it harder to kill.

“Char’s like the wind, she comes and goes whenever she pleases. We’re never sure when she’ll show up,” the guy at the pool table said from behind me. I turned towards his Jersey accent with interest. I had hoped that finding her would have been easy, but that hope fell with the people standing around me.

“Chad’s right. We work for her and barely ever see her. But what’s it to you?” the girl who had been playing pool said, coming over to sit down at the bar, her pool stick held lightly in her hand.

“I knew her once upon a time, I was just looking up an old friend,” I said, trying to be as vague as possible without raising suspicions.

“Well she’s not the kind of person to stay in one place for long. Her family’s owned this place forever, they got enough money to keep it going for a hundred more years. Her family’s rich as hell, even if no one stops by anymore,” Chad said, making his shoot, the balls clicking against each other as they moved around unsuccessfully.

“Well thanks for the help. I’d buy a drink, but I gotta go check-in to my hotel,” I said slowly backing out of the pub. The others didn’t bother to say anything else and continued on with what I assumed was their normal day.

As I left the shop I was filled with a sense of doubled irony. As far as I knew vampires liked cliché book plots and followed them in an almost religious like manner. So considering all of this, I knew I’d meet my vamp soon. As I turned down the dark alley that lead to my hotel, or even in my hotel room. It would all be planned out and we’d exchange petty words then fight. It was almost a tradition, something that all vamps and vampire hunters understood and followed.

So I turned the corner totally suspecting to see a girl similar-ish to the picture to appear from the darkness. But that was only half the case. The girl who I saw was only similar to my vamp in shape of face. The girl had straight light brown hair that layered over her shoulders in a fashionable trend. Her skin was pale to a point, but it was obviously tanned by some product or fake sun. A stripe of light blue lined the right side of her face and her eyes shined amber with the help of contacts. The girl was leaning against the stoned wall as if she had been waiting for me to turn the corner. She wore torn blue jeans and a worn shirt that stated some band name that had been worn away from continuous washing.

The sky was darkening and the moon rising, shadows cast all around us. It was perfect weather for vampires to walk around, not to dark to be odd, but not bright enough to burn skin. The tall walls added an odd peace and abandon-ness, that gave us some sort of privacy. It was the perfect environment for a vampire death, and I was prepared for it.

“So your Nathaniel, huh?” the girl said, looking up to me in a complex way. She seemed to have that look that knew everything about you in one glance. Those all knowing people who were too smart for their own good and suffered their whole life for it. Then knowledge of my name barely shocked me, I had my sources and the vamp did too.

“I’d prefer to be called Nate. I assume your Charlotte,” I said, even though I didn’t want to drag along any type of conversation. I wanted to finish this.

“That’s true. But I guess we really don’t need to go through all the formalities. But I think you might want to think about me for a second before you try to fight,” she said, her voice distinctly touched by almost every accent I could think of. It all seemed familiar, and though it wasn’t like me to take advice from vampires, I stopped and thought about what she said. The more I thought of her, the more I felt the vague familiarity of her presence.

in meeting

2009-12-16T14:38:00.001-08:00

so we’ve got a fundraiser going and i’m staying after to help.

it seems like i’m always collecting coins…

i’m kinda sad cause i cant get word on my laptop, the system is 100 something and to get an external cd/dvd thing is another 100.

i thought that windows 7 would have word, but apparently i’m wrong

i think im gonna just write my stories here and then post them.

now in the meeting we were talking about throw up ………

i got my club shirt!!!! and i was the first one to wear it!!!!

its about time to leave but my ride wont come till 4 and its 3.19

i had a free trial of virtual villagers and named the ppl after ppl in my bus and now im getting guilt cause the trial expose and everyone died

now i’m talking about my wolf tags (dog tags with jacob)

i think now that i’ve got some time, i might as well post the stuff i had listed…

andrew jackson (the first thing i remember on the list)

kay so i call my step-dad, andrew jackson ‘cause jackson is father of the democrats, aka the democrats, aka the donkeys. so he is, and i’m not exaggerating at all, he is an absolute alcoholic.

and whenever he gets drunk he screams and punches the walls and stuff. he is a perfect example of a word abbuser. he even threatened to burn the house down and everything. so everytime he does that my mom forces us out the house and we drive around till hes calmed down.

unfortunately, me not technically being part of this family, or any really, he keeps threatening to kick me out, tells me to go live with my dad, and tells me i’m useless and my dad doesnt love me cause hes already abandonded me and a whole bunch of stuff like it. plus, when i’m in bed i’ll awake to his screams of stupidity.

i’m tiered of him, but i really have no say in the matter.

plus its not like i could live with my dad, i’m the other child their too, so it wouldnt make a diffrence, though my step mom would be alot more civilized about it, though she isnt what anyone would call nice.

well, i cant think of what else was on the list…

oh, new moon!!!! XP

i love taylor lautner, of course, its inevitable. his b-days my half b-day exactly

the movie was good compared to twilight, but i’m still sticking with the series just to make fun of all the propaganda

my mori

so my sophmore from chemistry got iss for three days cause she didnt give her cell phone over at the very end of the day, like only a few minutes before the bell, which is totally bogas

unicef only got 160 something, which is kinda sad cause our goal was 250

the project we r working on now has about 200 already after three days….

well maybe that means im getting better at collecting money

this is my current background

i’ve been arguing in history that the civil war wasnt a civil war cause the confederate states were their own country, even if it wasnt recognized

so i ordered my class ring a while ago, its got the mascot and school education symbol and pediot, my birth stone. its really cool looking and i cant wait to get it

ummmm….

we scheduald classes. i m gonna take:

ap english

ap gov

ap phsycology

math analysis

latin 2

seminar class for the academy

journalism

astronomy

and ive got nothing else to type, plus i’ve got some projects to work on and i wanna google how to copy a file onto my flash drive so i can put it on sara(my laptop)

windows live writer

2009-12-15T13:55:00.001-08:00

so i’m typing this up on windows live writer on my new notebook/laptop on the bus. trying to find out the diff between notebook and laptop. don’t have any service now cause i cant connect to one wifi thing, plus most of the signals im getting are probably fromn other houses.

my new screen saver clashes with the rest of my computer, which i shall post pics of, eventually.

im gonna try to see 2012 this weekend, didnt get to see it the week before last cause of rebecc. and this time i’m not gonna break/shut down an escalator.

pause to get off the bus, go home to internet and eat

ugh, i dont feel like writing about the stuff i said i was going to write about…

posting in class on a half day

2009-11-25T06:07:00.000-08:00

i'm in systems, which is one of my boringest classes every. it all politics that i dont care about.

other things to say, that i know i won't have time to write about in class:
new moon
andrew jackson (my step-dad, there is a reason for his new name)
my class ring
school in general
random stuff i'll think about later
the steering wheel laptop desk
people/class issues
driving, or not
me mori having iss (note mori is sophmore)

it seems like alot but it isn't, cause i'll just shorten it all up than write it

yeah no school today

2009-11-03T06:54:00.000-08:00

no school and i'm soooooooooo bored

all my homework stuff has been done

i got to find out when i have to stay after to count coins for unicef

we're reading bless me, ultima in english, which is cool cause its got alot of spanish content and it completely blows my mind when i actually get the spanish in it

this post lacks any content, which is kinda depressing

home sick

2009-10-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

i'm home sick and i'm going to work, or at least i should

i've got 32 articles due wed and i've only done 5, i just wonder if my teachers actually gonna read all of the articles, cause 32 over 4 weeks is insane, and im really tempted to just write a bunch of junk to see if she even notices

other than the aritcles i've got a bunch of make up work to do from last week.

i wish i had gone to school, then i wouldn't have this time to work and would have some kind of excuse.

blargh......

meh is my overall vocabulary

2009-10-24T05:01:00.000-07:00

so wen. we had the blood drive, apparently the pres and vice are the ones really in charge, but they havent even paid their dues so me and becca are the charman of the blood drive. which is fine since now that i know how the blood drive is run i can improve on it and everything. me and becca are also in charge of unicef so i've researched that so i can talk about it the next key club meeting

so yesterday was the nato thing, we didnt get out tour and came back to school and hour early. and we went to a bad mexican resturant, where i got a bouncy ball and 3 tattoos. but im glad we didnt waste any money on that trip cause all we really did was stand watching the flags raised and eat. all though one of the officers did hit on rome and was trying to help her 'clean up' when she spilt her drink on herself.

next week im staying after three times in a row, i'm just glad im only really involved in one. but i got a bunch of junk i need to be making up, which i know i wont

life goes on, weather you want it to or not

2009-10-18T09:33:00.000-07:00

so I have officially been put in charge of my school's blood drive. and I got to get people to volunteer and the thing is this wend. if i had been given notice before hand that making the poster for the drive put me in charge.

put its cool, I only have to go to two b-days this week cause I got a field trip to some nato thing friday. i don't think i'm ever going to have a full week of school at this rate, plus my english teacher, who put me in charge of the blood drive, keeps getting me out of class to do the blood drive stuff, like booking the gym and etc.

but the only down side to the blood drive thing is that i am forever in charge untill I graduate and leave a prodegee or something. so i gotta go adopt a freshie so that they could take over for me

anyways this weekend i went over to aunty's house friday and we had chickfila and ran through both our stories. and yesterday we went to a book fair and walked around stanton to another book store, the only one in the town.

I only spent 40 some odd dollars, i wanted to get some cirque de freak but all they had was 9-12 and a bunch of sequals

overall im in a pretty good mood

test gallor

2009-10-12T13:04:00.000-07:00

i gotta get to school early tomorrow for the asvab. but its gonna be in the adutiorium, so i'm wondering how we're suppose to take it with no desks.

the psat is wed. which is also bonfire, which actually cost money this year. and i might not go just cause i dont have a lunch to buy tickets in the cafeteria

all of this testing on homecoming week is stupid

we had our pep ralley today, and we shoulda got the spirit stick

being emotionally stable is overrated

2009-10-11T10:27:00.001-07:00

i randomly feel like posting pictures, unfortunately this is the only one I like of myself

meh, i'm so bored

i'm writing a story about a girl who was raped and am going to submit it to the national day of writing thing

I can't figure out a last name for my character, which is really bugging me

i randomly read my ex's blogs, who knows why

i don't feel like my normal cheerful self, which is bad, but hopefully the pepralley will cheer me up, its always fun getting out of class

yeah this is post 200!!!!

2009-10-11T10:07:00.000-07:00

eh, school is becoming more familiar than my house

so far i've got $21.30 for unicef for key club

i'm almost broke cause of unicef and all my dues for clubs and club t-shirts.

i've got two dollars in change

i went to a sophmores party last sunday, it was fun, though i didn't know too many people there

i got eiffel 65 europop cd, its awesome as expected

italian club is fun, gets you to learn without having to raise hands

tomorrow starts our homecoming week, and i wont be able to wear my hosue shirt so i can have school spirit

my junior marshall thing last week was cool, we skipped class and held doors for people, i eventually started saying stuff in random languages, most ignored me, i got 2 whats? 1 how did you say that and 1 response in correct language, it was kind of a dissapointment

i didnt get to go to a concert i was promised for my birthday

i've got to write 8 articles a week in one of my classes, though i know its not gonna get done

our football game was on tv, we scored once, our team is pathetic, and we're going against rebecc's school for homecoming, aka we aren't gonna win

ummm......yeah thats it i guess

right...

2009-09-27T12:51:00.000-07:00

so im not sure to count this week as good or not.

on the bad side i've been sick all week and this has caused me to get in a few yelling fights with my stepdad, mainly cause all he does is sleep when hes sick and now he expects me to do all my stuff even when my meds are making me really absent minded, i forgot who john cleese was, couldn't respond to 'what's normal?', and couldnt figure out a holy grail quote, plus i got 2 questions on my math quiz wrong, out of 8. and both the mistakes were stupid. i mistook a decmile for a coma and on the other one i think i just read the number on my calc wrong, ie i put down 123 and the answer was 32.

wensday i got soaked in a down poar and everything in mybackpack got soaked pretty much. my calc wasnt working after that so i had to exchange mine, convenantly leaving out the fact that it had probably gotten wet, and got an older calc.

yet on the plus side of this week....
im a junior marshall now, meaning i represnt my class for certain functions and get to wear a purple bow tie and cumberbun plus the tuxedo shirt. to be honest i look like a waitor when i wear it but itll look good on my college stuff, plus their gonna feed me at our first event this wen., which just so happens to be us serving food.

other than the junior marshall thing i joined key club, or our high schools kawaina thing, ive just gotta pay my dues. i nominated myself to be a publicity officer, which will basicly be advertising all the events and stuff like that. and i signed up to be a recycler, so i'll go around the school collecting the recyclables the janitors will just throw in the trash.

ummm....other than those few good things im actually staying organized and have gotten all my make up work done and have no work assignments to do now, except some extra credit thing. i actually have down time, which is weird. but my mom wants me to clean my desk and go through my dresser drawers, which isnt gonna happen this weekend, but maybe next week

What Happens When I'm Home Sick ...

2009-09-17T09:24:00.000-07:00

i'm sick and i end up doing chores

how that works i have no clue, but i'm bored and the laundry was just sitting there so i put it in the washer, so what if i get germs all oer the clothes.

anyways i'm loving my latin class, the teachers cool for the most part and the class is actually clearing up my spanish.

ugh i really dont have that much to say, again. i'm reading of mice and men in english, not exactly a good read but i can muddle through it.

ive got two essays due tomorrow that i should be working on, one on a goal i accomplished and another on the american dream, both very boring

going through a 21st century breakdown

2009-09-03T07:21:00.000-07:00

god i am going to go insane. i put tarzan on so the kids are completely preoccupied. though i did just realize how sad it is that i am spending my last week of summer baby sitting my siblings.

another reason im going insane is how thomas emailed me about him and another ex, which i was fine about and was all for giving him advice and everything, but then he goes on to another email about how much he loves me and that he wants to get back together and that even when he saw his ex he was thinking of me and all that kinda stuff. whish is only accomplishing one thing, giving me a true 21st century breakdown

18 more days, if i'm counting right

baby sitting day number... 3? yeah 3

2009-09-02T06:46:00.000-07:00

so im still watching the kids, the babys out on the couch and the other ones playing video games.

soooo basicly i have nothing to do.

ummmmm

right so.....

yeah i've got nothing

19 days left

blargh

2009-08-31T06:00:00.000-07:00

sooooo i'm baby sitting right now. and i have officially done nothing wrong, unless you count getting oatmeal in the babys hair. but now the babys got my cell, off that is, and the oldest one is playing a jak and dexter game.

umm saw duplicity a couple nights ago, it wasnt all that good untill it got to the ending and everything clicked together. i think i was the only person watching it tht was able to follow. but in the end everybody gets played, which was kinda funny

anyways i finally got my cake:

not as awesome as i orignally thought it would be, but still pretty cool.

eh stricke the no mess ups with baby sitting. i just fixed the baby some juice and she had gotten my phone on so it spilled over.

yeah summers almost over

2009-08-26T11:27:00.000-07:00

ive sooooo bored

lets see my schedual for this coming year is:
A1 Latin I
A2 Global Systems 1st semester and World Religions 2nd, same teacher
A3 English 11
A4 Chemistry
B1 Spanish IV
B2 Japanese II
B3 Algebra II/Trig and thankfully not the same teacher i had last year
B4 US History

unfortanately i dont have senor cage as my spanish teacher again

ummmm.....

i got the new collbie calliet cd, its pretty good

i'm stuck baby sitting all next week

sigh

i just watched romeo + juliet with dicaprio, i'm in love with the story. but i do have the side affect of talking in old english for a while afterwards, which happily annoys my sister

ummmm.............................

i really dont have that much to say, oh well

changes

2009-08-18T08:04:00.000-07:00

so for some random reason i was thinking of how i've changed since i started the blog.

and i've decided rather than being admitted into a ward i'd break into one, or more likely get myself acepted then get kicked out and break back in........

tho the only reason would be to talk to house, weather to see who's crazier or to analize his mind i do not know

blargh

now i'm sixteen, still gotta wait three months for my licsense

2009-08-12T07:10:00.000-07:00

so lets see
21st century breakdown special edition
cradlesong
fray
hoodie
2 sets of pj O.o bu still cool lookinh
monty python and philosophy
shorts
fma 18 and 19
17 again
concert tickets to blink 182, fall out boy, and all american rejects
and some stuff from the house website that hasnt come yet

anyways, i'm currently in love with green day or at least the new cd

blargh, going up the sky line drive this weekend then a baby shower and off to my dad's for who knows how long

meh

2009-08-10T10:07:00.000-07:00

i had to cancle my birthday party T.T

one thing i hate about my summer birthday is that ppl do things over the summer and have plans, go out of town, etc. etc. etc.

so only one person i invited could come, so my moms trying to cancle my cake and my monty python marathon will wait.

very depressing really, i was looking forward to the cake and showing off my bently that my grandparents got me down in ga

cut my thumb on the sour cream

2009-08-08T13:44:00.001-07:00

ugh i want mail. i miss getting letters in the mail, now with email no one bother to send stuff or waste the money, all mail is now is bills and ads and maybe something from the grandparents who have yet to get used to the internet. *sigh* plus it waste paper too

well its tax free weekend and sense i dont have any sort of school list it just translates into clothes shopping.

eh i really dont have that much to say...

brand new purple jeans

2009-08-05T08:36:00.000-07:00

ummm i got colored jeans, they're a really pretty purple.

i fell bad for abandoning the blogger world, i really have just been too lazy.

so lets see my summer so far....

read, got a prize for it at the library and continued to do so, i have 5 free bowling passes now...

i will eventually add a book list or maybe just a blog to post on about the books i've read.

soo other than reading i went down to GA last week and visited my grandpa and new step-grandmother O.o but they had a pool and we only went to two mesuems, the aquarium and zoo, if those count, and we went to the varsity, which is the best place to eat, i am in love with their onion rings and am considering going to college there just to eat at the varsity, plus ga is where chick fil a orginated, technically originated at the dwarf house which i have only seen, not eaten at, in ga. and for me wanting to go to college in new york, i'd have to be really close to nyc, cause thats the only chick fil a in the state. i think i've been spoiled with chick fil a.

ummm other stuff... the week before last i viseted my dad, half the time i was left with the nanny, Joel, which wasn't all that bad cause she's cool and we'd go to starbucks with her friend and just chill till it was time to get the kids from irish step dancing. joel is from switzerland so i got to learn some bits and pieces of the culture, like pimple is pickle in german

other news, i broke up with thomas, so i am now single again, which i think is just better. but if i go on with this subject i's end up just ranting, which isn't good reading.

sooooooooo........ my birthdays the 11th!!!! XP i'm having a mega monty python marathon including holy grail, life with brian, meaning of life, and flying circus. i highly doubt we'll finish it all but i'll live. plus im getting a holy grail cake from a local cake maker, so its kinda like a charm city cake, though cheaper.

on the 8th im going to a free concert for a local band that my mom knows cause she teaches with the guy who's the lead.

eh my summers been pretty boring, i can't wait for my sechdual so i can compare with everybody. i hate post summer boredom.

umm hp6 was pretty bad, you could tell cause all the other ppl who were there at midnight, the loyal fans, didnt cheer as much as they did with the last ones. it was rather pathetique, but i still cant wait for the last two and the amusement park in florida.

also saw transformers 2, which was pretty good, i just dont get the diffrence between the robots and why the bad guy seemed to be deffeted so easily. though i do love shai labuf movies

ummm so today was the last day of school.....whoot

2009-06-18T10:42:00.001-07:00

i'm kinda irritated that school ended. doesn't feel like it should.

not like i want to go to school. i just wanna hang out with all my friends who are scattered around the city

nothing else to say really, which is kinda sad. but i can deal

bat mitzvah with phsyco junior maggie, soon to be hyper senior maggie

2009-06-15T15:17:00.000-07:00

so the bat mitzvah was fun, the after party was funner, despite the bug bites. there was some guy to guy kissing and other stuff. very odd......but all 'n' all fun

so i'm going to try to limit my use of 'like' and 'what not' from my vocab, which is hard cause i have to pay attention to what i'm saying and not just thinking of the point.

ummmm got exams all this week. 2 down, 3 more to go. i'm staying after tomorrow so my teacher can haul me and ashley up in the book room again, which is now my fav place in the school, it smells more like books than the library.

blarghs

2009-06-06T12:15:00.000-07:00

so im working on a school project, or two, or three, actually ive forgotten how many. kinda sad how teachers figure they might as well give us a project just before exams.

but the big thing im working on is basicly a binder fully of school junk. we got this binder on the open house freshman year and are suppose to fill it with stuff we did. since i only did about half of it last year im doing this years part of it and the other half.

other than all the stupid projects and what not, not much is going on.....kinda sad but true

just saw new moon trailor

2009-06-03T12:56:00.001-07:00

that get rid of jacobs ugly wig!!!! XP he looks SOOOOO much better without it. all they really had to do was give the guy a pig tail and they would have been fine, but nooooooo they have to go and add a big poofy wig.

anyways......

huh, i really dont have anything to say, which is odd cause it seems like my teacher cant get me to shut up, or get my nose out of my book(s).

walking with ... cavemen = prehistoric porn

2009-06-01T12:36:00.000-07:00

the title is a quote from my science class from the movie. the whole class is basically comebacks from teacher to student over and over again.

so saturday morning i went to the doctor for my shoulder, having done nothing to deserve the pain and it not going away and what not. so they gave me muscle relaxers, which dont take away all the pain, but its soooooo much better than nothing at all.

but my knees were all red after i got a shower yesterday so my mom took the pills away from me and was all worried i was having an allegic reaction and i was gonna chock or something another.

i want my meds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ummm in between the getting of the meds and the taking away of them i saw night at the mesume 2 with two friends, which was hilarious, then hung out at b&n. but since i didnt tell my mom i was gonna hang after the movie she freaked and i almost got grounded. but i was allowed to go see UP with thomas sunday i just had to be picked up. then go back to the theater when i noticed i didnt have my purse.

UP was a cute movie, but now thinking about it the plot was kinda thin, like hancock, good movie but it would be a mega boring story otherwise.

ummmm, please read the below post. i'm trying to figure out where im taking the story and got nothing.

i need feedback please!!!

2009-05-30T08:39:00.000-07:00

so i was writing this in my cultures class. there is now way i actually get work done when on a computer, but then i cant get any work done without a distraction or two. but anyways could you tell me what you think of this?

Once upon a time people stopped using that as an opening for stories. Now the time I was specifically talking about was once upon a time, but it was not so long ago that the people involved were no longer with us. In fact one of them was the same exact age, two of them had grown up and gotten married to each other, because the way the two had bickered said that they had hated each other’s guts and would never think to marry one another, another of the group went on to start a new supermarket that may or may not top Wal-Mart, and some of the others were doing various jobs that pale to everything else, like hobos and cashiers, though some might disagree and say that being a hobo is full of excitement and being a cashier is very dangerous, these people, however, need to watch a good movie with bombs and such to see what real excitement is, and also figure what a real pay is.

Now to go back to where it all began, because writers do not have to throw a reader in the middle or end of a story to get them interested when it only confuses people. You can still read a story from the beginning and stop at the end and still be satisfied about the story itself. Why bother with all the new confusing literature methods when the old one works just as fine? Like my old teacher once said, ‘why re-invent the wheel?’. Now being as lazy as I am and not wanting to confuse the reader or myself, I’ve decided to start at the very beginning. Though not the beginning of the whole entire thing, but close enough, because this story is only allowed to cut down so many trees and writing the creation of man sounds more difficult than patting your head and rubbing your stomach at the same time.

Getting back to the story I must say one thing before I begin, the beginning of this story may sound confusing. There were two beginnings to begin with. One being from the point the guy who had started the whole event started it and another start from when the people who had just got helplessly involved and dragged into the whole situation started being involved. So I chose the second one, because their beginning and end is much more exciting than the other guys. Plus my editor said I had to at least start with some hook.

Now to really get back to the story.

and thats all i got.

dot dot dot and another dot for the fun of it

2009-05-29T12:47:00.000-07:00

today they canceled archery T.T

instead of shooting arrows we walked the track, round and round (lets forget the fact that its more curve line curve line)
though we are going to have archery club next year XP

ummm.....

ive got two projects that i should be working on this weekend. one about basque, a ethnic group in spain and france. and the other one is a group project and we're making a news report based in ww2.

i might be going to see nation treasure 2 this weekend with just a group of ppl.

i actually finished my english book on time, its refreshingly straight forward.

if two plus two equals fish, then what does ten times ten equal?

blah blah blah

2009-05-28T13:11:00.000-07:00

ughs..... i need to go to the doctor, i somehow hurt my should like last monday...

i really just cant stay uninjured, its sad. half the time (okay maybe less) i'm out of pe for one injury or another. its very sad.

ummmmm, thriving ivroy's self titled cd is awesoem, though i dont remember if ive said that already.

we watched a movie about cavemen in science, and the class before told us we were watching a porno or something so the whole class was attaching the teaher about it. but it really was just naked cavemen..... it was odd, but the way some ppl can be so immature is funny, i just spent the whole time editing one of my stories

mәntal vs [H]ouse md really no competition

2009-05-27T13:55:00.000-07:00

so i watched mental last night, i tried to make the title look like the thing but couldn't find a backwards e unless it was upside down too.

so anyways the show was basically a rip off of house, which is very irksome and what not cause they ripped it off all wrong, but i guess otherwise it would be plagiarism or what not, and apparently thats bad.

but the main differences are that the guys a therapist not a doctor, he doesn't have a wilson (though does have a stacey and cuddy, plus a chase and camren), and he cares about the patients......

its so off but i need my fix till season six starts.

but besides my show fetish, ive been practicing archery at school, hopefully will have a club next year. i'm not that bad if i do say so myself, but still no bulls eye T.T i got this ' ' close once.

i recommend everyone should read good omens by neil gaimen and terry prattchet (dont know if i spelt their names right) its this book about armaragond/end of the world. but its hilarious anyways. my favs crowely with his bently, tho azirphale has the book shop

my panish teacher was talking about taken, and if you havent seen the movie i'm not going to ruin the plot all im going to say is that he said(no thats not confusing) 'that it could happen to any one of you' and pointed straight at me O.o i dont wanna be kidnapped in a foriegn coutry!!!

in the pond is a good bok too, the first english book i've actually read in a long long time. its kinda sad really.

hmmm life is a bit boring when it somes to a point when your trying to think of things to say....

when i grow up i'm a gonna cure the world of all disease.....i wish

2009-04-28T12:35:00.000-07:00

so of course now th only things i ever post is a rant or some random update on my life. i miss the stupid overdramatic stuff, it was fun. i'd do that now but i really feel like ranting, and the title has some relevance, some, not much really other than i'm sick, or have allergies, or some other uii, unidenifiable idiotic illness.

so no school for me on monday, along with my sister and mom, so much for the benifit of being alone when your sick. so i wake back up at nine-ish, turned off my alarm clock at six and fell right back to sleep, unlike me cause it normally takes me forever to fall asleep or go back to sleep. so anyways, geting side tracked, as soon as i woke up i had to get dressed and go to the doctors, the first time i got dressed cause i stayed in pjs most of the weekend. so at the doctors they gave me more pills and said i didn't have and ear infection, yeah okay see ya later then cause i don't care what you stick in my ear i know when i have an ear inffection.

so whatever i had played spyro three for playstation1 the rest of the day. but i went to school today cause one of my teachers says that it was important we be here. and guess what we did all class? if my sarcastic attitude isn't evidint enough i'm sorry. but we went to some norway orchestra, which was good and it was coold after the horrible pe class of running and the stupid machines not accepting $5s.

so all in all school is worthless, so i'm quitting and going to cure the common cold by my own will power...........

to bad i couldn't do that, i'd be killed by one person or another. but now i've gotta decide weather to got to school tomorrow, cause if it was like today then nothing can compare to being in my bed all nice and comfortable. i also hate my english teacher for making us write about a place we love in very descriptive terms, first block and i already wanted to just dive back in my bed.

ummm thriving ivory's self titled album is awesoem, i love the whole feel of the album and what not, the cover looks awesome.

so what else to say, ah i shall leave you with a good image, or at least a funny one.
House examining Edward and smashing his cane against Edward then going 'you're gonna fix that' while trying to cure edward of his vamyre-ness.

....

2009-04-24T14:45:00.000-07:00

sooooo ummm this saturday is thomas and i's three month, can't really think about anyother big news.

house wasn't on the night before, so of course i was gonna have some withdrawl symptoms, such as totally blanking while standing at my locker, so after trying a couple million times i go and ask my teacher for the combo, but she's selling prom tickets so i had to wait and once i got the code it was so diffrent from what i was used to i knew it was wrong then she had me go back to my locker, not normally a feat but with a crowded hallway and all my junk its not exactly a walk in the park either. so duh my number was right and the combo she gave me was wrong, but it was time for class.
of course i remember the right number after the class i really needed it for..

ummm i lost all the writing i did over spring break cause it was all on my flash drive and that has been stolen by vicious goblins. and when i mean work, it really was, 20 and 3 some odd pages for two stories and one1 i was in love with......so sad.

ummmmm, my spanish teacher, the one that sounds like nicolus cage, is some what a hypicrate. he was chastising some one about going to the circus because of animal treatment but he puts youtube videos of bull fights every other class. but i love this class, reason? his phone kept ringing in class so a student picked it up and asked who was calling cause when the teacher answered they hung up and had done the *69 so he couldn't call back. but the person told the student their name and what not but was whispering cause she was in another class. then some one in our class started texting the teacher saying stuff only our class could and he had everyone put their hands up and the next text was nice try.

spring break check list actually checked

2009-04-24T14:35:00.000-07:00

so i'm a just gonna copy paste the list then add weather i did it or not

finish marked (?) its a book thomas's mom lent to me to read and is really good Yeps!
kidnapping rebecc unfortunately no
kidnapping thomas i saw him if that counts
watch yes man and slumdog millinare yeah, and slumdog was awesome, might be just cause i love cultures and stuff tho
watch the movies coming from library done
check out aqotwf on audio tape check, and downloaded and still up to date with the rest of the class
write more on one of my side stories yes but lost along with my flash drive, my traum of this year
rewatch anything monty python sadly no but will probaly force thomas to watch it cause he hasnt watched any so i should at least force him to watch holy grail
watch super natural season one that thomas lent to me watched first two episodes
watch/finish skip beat done sadly cause there were only 25 episodes out as of now
sleep check
see if i get an uncle (note i have i friend i call my aunt and an old friend who had asked her out is coming to town and possibly moving to our school) yes i gots me uncle and had an email thing all about him XP
eat check, i had lunch for a whole week!!!!!
stalk my aunt's brother (same fake aunt, her brother works at the chick fil a by my house) noooo *disappointed*
watch house of course i get with drawl if i don't, that storys for next post tho
finish spyro check
go swiming (beach or pool, doesn't matter) yep, at pool at our hotel
edit my blog playlist done
have rebecc and thomas meet not done
write on the story i had dedicated my self on, tho that ballon popped lost along with my flash drive, but done
learn how to read while on a tredmill (just some random talent i wantted to learn) noooooo
get some afi to try yeps
get some form of exercise sorta
but more shorts, my mom's to strict on the whole finger length thing, which are the only type they make in my size, so i'm stuck with the ones that go to my knees which are itchy
actually make sure to see if i dot the things on this list no
eat candy what of course with easter and all
read gun seller by hugh laurie (yep i've become a total house fanatic) read some more, lots of british stuff
see if there's a chick-fil-a anonymous and house-anonymous there isnt
give southland another chance to ketch my attention couldn't give it anouther chance

i actually did have something else to say

2009-04-10T09:24:00.000-07:00

amazing how you plan somthing out in your head then completely forget once you head towards doing what you were doing, just like i'm doing now but this time i won't foget.

so i'm gonna make a list of stuff to do over spring break, that i will at the somewhat minimum, try to do

finish marked (?) its a book thomas's mom lent to me to read and is really good
kidnapping rebecc
kidnapping thomas
watch yes man and slumdog millinare
watch the movies coming from library
check out aqotwf on audio tape
write more on one of my side stories
rewatch anything monty python
watch super natural season one that thomas lent to me
watch/finish skip beat
sleep
see if i get an uncle (note i have i friend i call my aunt and an old friend who had asked her out is coming to town and possibly moving to our school)
eat
stalk my aunt's brother (same fake aunt, her brother works at the chick fil a by my house)
watch house
finish spyro
go swiming (beach or pool, doesn't matter)
edit my blog playlist
have rebecc and thomas meet
write on the story i had dedicated my self on, tho that ballon popped
learn how to read while on a tredmill (just some random talent i wantted to learn)
get some afi to try
get some form of exercise
but more shorts, my mom's to strict on the whole finger length thing, which are the only type they make in my size, so i'm stuck with the ones that go to my knees which are itchy
actually make sure to see if i dot the things on this list
eat candy
read gun seller by hugh laurie (yep i've become a total house fanatic)
see if there's a chick-fil-a anonymous and house-anonymous
give southland another chance to ketch my attention

i think that's it.

anyone wanna place bets on how many i'll actually get done?

ummm new post?

2009-04-10T08:58:00.001-07:00

how do you have a state wide test for japanese? for any language that is....it just doesn't comprehind, and we have to talk into those stupid microphones, all at the same time, and for three minutes.......we only learned how to say colors last week..........

the grammer/punctuation thing obviously isn't working.

umm last saturday was ring dance, and due to the fact that thomas made it fun to refuse dancing I only danced to the chacha slide and the slow songs, my feet were killing me. and my mom has put up pictures on her facebook....

ummm in english we finally finished lord of the flies, that i read (okay listened to) after we finished. now we're starting on all quiet on the western front, and for some reason i keep wanting to say easteren, for god knows what reason. oh and we made a wikispace, the most frutrating project ever. but we got it done-ish

next, cause now i'm just gonna recape my class life for each class, pe. ummmmmm i'm no better at volleyball, I wish we could have picked our own team, it would have been very humorous(sp?)
in health we watched finding nemo to dfine the stress each of the carachters are feeling, and i'm just wondering if the class can get anymore pathetic, i spent the whole movie writing mini/side-stories on pices of papers folded in forths, so like four per paper caus ehte other side has class junk on it

cultures...... i hate this class we do so many pointless projects and have to do these stupid journal entries, plus i have a c because i never turned in an essay, and was gonna turn it in yesterday but was running late and didn't have time. but i did have like the highest grade for our asia test. yay! i know asia

history, probaly the best class. the teachers so cool, plus she was around in nom, yet you really don't get the impression that she's old. plus some one brought in cookies for her b-day last class and i took around 6, i only had a bag of chips for lunch so i was hungry, no guilt here.

ummmm japanese, the first section covered that sooo....

math, the teacher, who rebecc had half of last year, is insane, boring, and overly dull. she goes over one question and i write an award winning novel, pardon my dramatization.

spanish.....i think i might get a b this quarter, cross my fingers, but the teachers ultimately cool and lets us get distracted by youtube and spanish soccer, totally cool by me. and last class we watched part of yes man.

ummmmm science, the teacher that lives down the street from me in my old house. nothing in class is worth talking about, but i do hope she asks for me to babysit, i need some cash

yesterday we had our pep ralley, rigd so the seniors win, as always, but still hilarious with the gobbs in our school, some i actually know. getting out of class was good too. oh and rebecc will get this more than any one but i'll still explain who is now running for class prezz.
so there's this one guy that simply disagrees, just cause he can, hes hilarious, and all and all politacly wrong, tho that doesn't stop him. last pep ralley he stole the spirit stick, recognizing its rigd-ness. so now he's running for prez, rebecc if u remember brian. soooo yeah considering we'd have ring dance i'm not sure i should vote for him, though it'd be extremely amussing.....

for spring break, later in the week i'm going up to dc to see all the smithoneans, just cause i think i've only been to one, and thats not enough........

i don't really have that much else to say, other than me being oppsesed with skip beat...

or i could talk about stories i'm working on but me be lazy.....

adios
hasta lavista
sayoonara
jane
....
bye
buh-byes

so how are all me bloggy buddies doing then? I can't read joes blog, the color is too much

Sumimasen! (I'm sorry!)

2009-03-08T13:46:00.000-07:00

Okay so in this post I'm going to work on capitization, don't think about spellcheck cause that's going over bored.

So I feel as though I should say sorry to all my blogy buddies cause I have been unloyal and not checking and commenting and posting, so much for grammer. So I apologize for being so ignorant to the blog world I love so much.

so anyways....

I have become absolutely addicted to House MD, Hugh Laurie is an awesome actor and it is now my favorite tv show. I even got a t-shirt, not that it has house on it just the logo on the back and 'normal's overrated' in the front, plus it was a charity thing for NAMI (National Alliance for Mental Illnesses). Today I go Hugh's book The Gun Seller, totally against my will 'cause Thomas bought it for me and I didn't want him to blow his money on me...

One thing that has happened since my last post is that they, my school, have cancled my dual inrollment class. After I signed up for it, got the scholarship form, and filled the application for the local college they had the nerve to tell me it was canceled!!! Ugh....... And they cancelled it 'cause I was apparently the only one to sign up!!!!!! Grrrrrrrrrrrr...... I want my class *pouts* and it was Eastern Philosophies...how perfect that class would have been.

*sigh*

So how have you all been? I swear I'm gonna go and check everybodies blog when I have time too but I've got to do another project....

Oh and a question to Rebecc, if 'I'm sorry' is sumimasen is there a sumimasu? Like how wakarimasu is 'I understand' and wakarimasen is 'I don't understand'. And -sen is like a negitive so why is 'I'm sorry' like that?

posting during class...again

2009-02-10T08:32:00.000-08:00

so we gotta write about our personal heritage and the essay has to be over a thousand words but its not due till the 23rd so i'm not exactly enthusiastic about doing anything for it yet, but at least this won't make it suspicious that i'm typing and what not.
so now i shall tell the story about me and thomas...if you don't wanna hear just skip this post, but go on to the others cause i can understand not wanting to read this but i couldn't understand not wanting to read the other posts....
annnnnyyyyyyyyyyways..... XP
so thomas is this guy i met and voluteering and we had been texting back and forth since then, ha a relationship kinda like with my bloggy buddies, but anyways we were texting and honestly i had a crush on him but it didn't seem to be going anywhere and besides he goes to a diffrent school in the city and is a junior plus 17 and 15 is a bit much for an age difference. but back to the story...so we were texting one day.....that's such a lame way to but it but oh well, so he was complaining about not having a date to ring dance then said that there was this girl who he wanted to ask but didn't think she'd say yes, now you can probaly figure out the rest since i've already ruined the end but i shal still go on....
so i told(text) him that he should just aske her and to follow his heart(and i literal did say that now exageration there) so then he asked me, to but me into the position of the person he wanted to ask and asked me to ring dance, hypothetically, to see what i'd say.....
then i was forced to go eat diner and didn't have a chance to respond which left him going something like "why the long silince?"
but when i came back i said something along the lines of yes, cause i wouldn't let that kinda thing make any friend ship awkward and he was a cool guy so i really had no reason to say no, so i just rationalized my self cause it was all hypathetic and what not so yeah................
anyways the next thing went along the line of 'lol the one i wanted to ask was you' and i think i dropped my phone.
so that sunday wa sour first day, we wnated to go see rise of the lycans but it was r and so we went to see inkheart which was perfect till the very end, they didn't kill dustfinger!!!!!!!!! XP ugh but anyways then we just walked around the mall hand 'n' hand till we ate some pizza then walked around more till we had to leave and i was left to the torrture of my step dad teasing me and asking what his favorite football team was.....

i'm done now, go irish and scottish!!!!!!!!!!!!! XP

an awesome world war one song

2009-02-10T05:38:00.001-08:00

Johnnie get your gun, get you gun, get your gun,Take it on the run, on the run, on the run,Hear them calling you and me;Every son of LibertyHurry right away, no delay, go today,Make your daddy glad to have had such a ladTell your sweetheart not to pine,To be proud her boy's in line.Chorus:Over There, Over ThereSend the word, send the word, Over ThereThat the Yanks are coming, The Yanks are coming,The drums rum tumming everywhereSo prepare, Say a PrayerSend the word,Send the word to bewareWe'll be over, we're coming over.And we won't be back till it's over over there!Johnnie get your gun, get you gun, get your gun,Johnnie show the Hun, you're a Son-of-a-Gun,Hoist the flag and let her flyLike true heros do or diePack your little kit, show your grit, do your bit,Soldiers to the ranks from the towns and the tanks,Make your Mother proud of you and to Liberty be true.Chorus:Over There, Over ThereSend the word, send the word, Over ThereThat the Yanks are coming, The Yanks are coming,The drums rum tumming everywhereSo prepare, Say a PrayerSend the word,Send the word to bewareWe'll be over, we're coming over.And we won't be back till it's over over there!

rebecca's dead again....

2009-02-10T05:06:00.000-08:00

if i don't hear from rebecca i asume she's dead...cause that's just easier to say than i haven't heard from her from awhile...sooooooooooooo i'm in english class just now discovering i can post in here....ummm the biggest news that i haven't post about thomas is going to have to wait, but i can tell you i'm going to blow up the skating rink and then rebuild a new one that has comfortable skates that won't give ppl blisters and actually plays a variety of music....i got two blisters on one foot and one on the other, both between a quarter and nickle size and it popped before i even realized i had them so its just the raw skin and its all red and puss-y, my mom says its gross but i don't really mind, but i can only wear sandles cause shoes rub up against my feet and the band-aids leak so stuff gets on my stuff, so its just better to wear sandles....O.o my feet are killing me, plus my elbow is all purple and sore, i honestly have no clue what happened, my wrist hurst a little too but not as much as it did, proof me being able to work the laptop without my teacher finding out i'm not working, but i totally blame thomas for my wrist cause i feel while answering one of his text, but i can't stay mad at him. this just makes me wonder what will happen on valintines. oh and all guys: what would you want to get from your gf for valintines, i'm completely helpless on this subject....i should really work on my grammer.

anyone know where i can buy some dynimite?

ummmmmmmmmm......can't wait till tweleve

2009-01-25T07:51:00.000-08:00

i think rebecca died since she last posted/commented....
i know i own an explanation on my happiness but i can't right now, cause itd be to much to write.

rebecca if you are dead have your gohst post so that we know you are dead.

reason for privacey

2009-01-23T13:52:00.000-08:00

my mom's reading this and i sooooooooooooo didn't want this thing to become all edited and what not and she was saying that i shouldnt even have a blog since anyone can read it and what not so i dicided to put the privacy lock on my thing to solve both problems.

there is something i would love to rant about and show off my ultra happiness on cloud nine but i'm ...distracted, because of what is causing my happiness

grounded

2009-01-17T11:08:00.000-08:00

so since i went out with rebec last saturday and sunday and did all my homework on sunday i'm grounded, from what is the mystery...i thought it was the computer but my mom says it was hanging out, i don't know.
so i'm posting this from circut city XP they're having a sale so i'm getting some cds that i know i can't get from the library.
jason's new cd is awesome...
ummmmm.........
yeah thats it

home sick for the first time this year

2009-01-06T10:05:00.000-08:00

so yeah i have another ear infection... XP this exausht me and apparently the inffection is 'raw' O.o i don't get it but i got stronger nastier medicine for it and have to go back for a check up in ten days.. so i'm guessing 'raw' means its bad. but i have officially been awake for 2-ish hours cause its one now. but i've been waking up and falling back to sleep so i really don't know how much i've actually been asleep. otherwise i feel horrible, horrible enough t admit i'm sick.

and yada yada yada i realise i haven't written my resolution so i shall do so now...

post more
get a summer job
pass all my classes before i let them drive me insane
get my permit and liscens
and who knows

hottie, hotties everywhere but not a hit on me

2009-01-04T08:38:00.000-08:00

new years day we played bingo, did you know there are more than one way to play O.o
ummmmm we saw jason bishop the hottest illusionest, and he was really good, plus he had an awesome playlist before and after the show so i was content.
the day before yesterday i went skiing. i wiped out about 8-ish times and was collided into once...but only after a while of the bunny slopes my dad took me on the lift where u HAVE to swirl around to get back to the bottom. and of course we had to ride the lift, i have nothing wrong with hieght exceot when my feet are just swinging around.
and yesterday i went to the waterpark, had a total blast and then went home.

an award only my family could get

2009-01-01T11:50:00.000-08:00

ummmm...rebecc don't know who you meant in your last comment, feel free to clue in the clueless me.
anyway...my christmas list, which was mainly a complete collection of shakespear...my dads side doesn't know me that well, but i love shekspear so im cool....ummmm i had alot of stuff to post abput but its all gone XP
well ill just skip to last night, so we are up in a resort for this week and yada yada we got lots of activeties that i am not participating in but we did go to the mystery dinner last night and that was fun. we, when you have to write down who you thought did it and why, anyways we wrote that the chick killed the guy with a time realese poison thing that she put in his mouth by kissing him...we obviuosly weren't write but we did win something, figuratively for got no physical prize, but we got the nuckle head award. may i point out that it was all my step moms idea and mine, tho wrong, was much more alaberate.

so yeah...guess thats all i really have to say at this point other than my knee are comletely red from the pool

SURROUNDED!!!!

2008-12-24T06:56:00.000-08:00

last night i was completely surrounded by kids *shudders* it was about thirteen or so little kids from elementry school. and what did i do...i just sat on the stairs and wach the kids run by blocking the view of the tv that was playing the grinch. all in all just loud. i was textng and once i got the idea to turn it on rather than have it on vibrate and pretend that i had a call i needed to take no one text me back...so i just sat there. not real torture but just loud numbing boredom...

and that to me beining on dayquil, hate thos stupid pills. but anyways this morning i fell down the stairs. not like falling my feet going over my head more like me landing on my butt and not being able to stop from sliding down the stairs. the banester was covered in those wreath things so i couldnt grab on to that and just fell. i miss my house, it doesn't have stairs that i can fall down...

whovillopoly

2008-12-22T09:32:00.000-08:00

so im up in dc, suprised that i can post at all but happy none the less.
lets see we went to a borders and i got a book and some hot coco and i am pretty much broke, but the manga section was awesome...i was quiet suprised. now we're about to eat lunch after attempting to play monopoly whovill style...not such a sucess

Sasha lives!!!!

2008-12-21T05:52:00.000-08:00

my mom cured sasha!! still utterly happy
i was able to convince my mom to give me one of the books that i knew was under the tree. and it was atlas shrugged, over 1000 and greatly philosophal
ummmmm.....i'm leaving today with my stepmom and i just wonder what that ride will be like...

Sasha has arrived...and she's beging a pain

2008-12-20T07:59:00.000-08:00

so last night i got to open some of my christmas presents cause i won't be here over break since my dad is kidnapping me. so anyways i finally got my ipond-and her name is sasha, but i think i put her in a coma cause her 'face', aka screen, wont move and i keep on restoring it and connecting and deconnecting but she won't wake up!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TT.TT
and i can't figure out how to get songs i've already downloaded on to the thing and i can't get stuff of that accedintally got on her and ugh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if any one would like to help me...please..........

so i won't be able to post till i get back from my dad's so i'll see ya all next year, happy holidays and yada yada

pause take a deep breath then start running again

2008-12-14T08:31:00.000-08:00

so wendsday i volunteered myself to write a script for a movie we are making for a teen crisis home to cheer them up...yeah it is now a spoof on high school musical two...who know how that happened cause it was me, ashley, ari, monica, and courtney staying after school on thursday to plan it out and we're gonna film it monday...and so on friday(the retalling of my week sounds chopy) i volunteered for a parents night out thing, which ended up being pretty cool, kaytlyn was there so i had a buddy and we made friends with this guy named thomas who was actually pretty cool, though the kids hated him cause he supported obama...hahaha. but yeah he's a grade up, a writter, guitaist, and what not...we exchanged numbers for some reason yada-yada...
saturday me and mi familia went to meet my aunt and before we went to a shopping center with a vans!!!! i got a belt, 2 pairs of shoes, and 2 bags for around $60. extremly good deal. later me and rebec went and saw the day the earth stood still. it was okay, the plot seemed kinda sketchy tho, but the alien mites ate the giants stadium *roflol* it's my step dads fav team so i found it helarious and there were two ppl coming out of the theater who had giant's hats on and i was sooooooo tampted to ask how that made them feel. but i didn't...

guess that's it. i gotta do a project that's due thursday....

Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)-Death Cab For Cutie

2008-11-30T09:13:00.000-08:00

so i got back in town at like 9:40 something, the train was suppoase to come in at 9:10 so I was tiered despite the fact that all i did on the plane was read breking dawn...and finished it. i didn't think it was that bad.

my step mom didn't make thanksgiving diner and the stuffing was bad so i only had one plate for thanksgiving. the next day we went to most of the monument in dc, saw abe and the like in the freezing cold with a bunch of kids...fun right?

i found that whenever any of the kids touched me i started to cringe away...thats how annoyed i was with them.
katie, 8 or 9, was the worst cause shes wayyyyyyyy to clingy. then there was her twin teddy who was cool till she just over-did it. scotty,7, couldn't take a joke and the little one was okay-ish. and my cousins were there the little one was never around it seemed and the other one was tristin...so whenever i heard his name i instantly reacted but otherwise he was pretty cool till he went over bored with the disney...and i got chastised by these kids whenever i said oh my god...god rest my soul.

it wasn't all bad, we played this game called outburst which was basicly family fued but rather than the top answers it was just random answers, but the directions were funny.

i rode the train home!!! not that great cause there was no one to talk to...i seemed to be surrounded by mostly old ppl...

Blue_Turtle_Phsyco_Three

2008-11-26T10:41:00.000-08:00

BTPT was an entity.

And one day when he was bored he decided to make the sun!!!!

Deciding that that wasn't enough he made Mercury...that was a dud.

Next he made Venus...major dud with the atmosphere and green house.

Then he made Earth...and the oceans were filled with his tears. For as soon as these things that called themselves humans arrived the Earth was...another dud.

So he continued on till Pluto and decided to start on a new thing all together, hence making another solar system!!!

After that solar system filled he made another and another till he filled this galaxy. Then he made a new galaxy.

He never got it right.

So he went back to check on the humans and started laughing, causing the contenents to split...another proof of a dud.

As the humans began to grow some brains he decided to make some extra stars and sure enough the humans were distracted by the shiny thing...double proof of our dud-ness.

Now we remain distracted and BTPT is just coming up with other ways of distracting us...his dud.

yeah that wasn't that funny, but whatever....spaz.